This isnt sinatic being fucked up im so lost in love
my o'level are coming yet i didnt have a peaceful mind to study
all i want is just peace and joy
sometimes i just don't feel like talking

i ain want to compare, but seriously who's hurting more.
being walked away. aren't i being hurt?
yea thou i'm in the wrong but do i play MIA or have i walked away?

i do treasure love
i do cherish love
if you have trust me like i do
would you ever need to question my love?

sinatically you don't
if you do, you wouldn't have question me.
all i need is just a peaceful mind soul and body
what i want is to get into poly

everytime people ask me where i study now
thou i can answer naval base
BUT who know how hurt EACH TIME I STEP INTO A POLY?!
or see those poly students?

Now currently at civil centre mac doing self-studying on, graphs argh my lousiest chapter.
That's why there is a need to brush up (:

whoa cool man this week, i've already skip school for erm... days?
school is bored not that i don't enjoy school.
well anyway i do enjoy studying.
Just that whenever i go school i would feel like . . . zZZzzZZzzzzz
PENGZ

Gotta gotta improve my grade!! WHOA!
B3 for English
B3 for Combined Humanities (that's a bg leap xD)
A1 for Combined Science (:
B4 Maths ): i wanna B3 or A2 BUT since i fail maths so many times should aim a more realistic GOAL (: HAHAHAHAH!!
I've already got a B3 for FNN and B4 for Mother tongue

ARGH Mother tongue O'level is on monday
ACTUALLY I DON'T GIVE A FCUKING DAMN BOUT IT!
what matters is that i wanna die die get a B3 for English to get in MCM!!!!!!

Daily routine,
1. wake up, prep and smoke my first ciggy (".)
2. Go out, study at RP library
3. Lunch at RP food court B
4. Go smoke
5. Go back library study AGAIN!
6. Dinner outside (smoke)
7. Slack around and rot to death (which i hate a lot cause waste my time that can be used for studying)
8. went home SUPPER! damn i'm fat grrrrr
9. smoke my LAST ciggy and study till i fall asleep.
=.= that's my life during these past few weeks? days?

How i used to graduate last year,
how i wish i had studied hard last year (actually i did, but i study without UNDERSTANDING only with memories)
one year of my life is gone wasting again at naval base secondary, but it's all worth it if i can get good grades this year.
So i must sudy hard.

Hate it when people take my time away, cause i rather use it to read, study or blading
I just don't know why the hell i LOVE to read and study.
funny? MCM or Biomedical?
MCM seems more fun to me (:
Ngee Ann polytechnic!!!
jia you val this year, i MUST DO IT and I CAN DO IT!!!

Baby come here and sit down, let's talk

It's 3.04AM currently.
My head still hurts
I'ma not gotta sleep cause i'm waiting for a reply

i;m sorry for what i've done to make you so stressed up
my head is spinning
who will tolerate this stupid kinda of attitude?
my playing currently is playing 'star' and 'say goodbye'

i'm sorry just to say sorry
haiz, why would something so small turned out this way

You don't wanna see me
forever?
i dun like to quarrel
this sucks i gotta do reading haix

created a new blog why? because totally forgotten my old blog password
damn i'm so interested in the upcoming movie (Spider Lilies) Haiz T.T it's R21 DAMN IT!!
pengz saddening lah. . .
anyway it's out on june 12 or 21? OMG >.< i forgotten

In school now, haiz damn with me
i'm not hardworking enough?
physic got a just pass and math fail.
It sucks haiz i'm just so sad.

NEVER MIND SHALL WORK HARD then (: