I will change for the better (:
I haven't lose hope for anything
i just hope my life gets the better
i have enough of it

I disappoint people i guess
im not what people think im,
sigh so sad to let people think im a chiongster
think my sm think im too
ha!

Forget it
i know im not then im not

i just can't reject
maybe i will start to reject going to club
BUT

yt bdae im going
and tomorrow everyone is going
sigh

Fuck!
i hate to break promises

im not yet asleep
aft work talked to my sm
asked her if yt can interview tmr (:
yeah can!

before 4 (:
we're going early! 3.30 meet at bugis hahah!

when i know bout it
i so reject why didn't i went
things stop
sigh
i know i can never get my life
i hate my life
i know, i knew it!
im heartless
i gonna be damnit!

To that someone!
I have my freedom
and helmet is MINE!
I KNEW IT THAT'S WHY I DO NOT WANT TO FETCH YOU HOME!

I knew you would wanna follow me!
police came again you damn happy?!
i don't wanna talked to you
maybe not anymore!
i have just enough of you
HAVE YOU MESSED UP MY LIFE WELL ENOUGH?!
Happy?!
damn got the cheek to knock at my house door
don't wanna return helmet!

WHEN THEN CAN I GET MY HAPPINESS?!
WHEN IS MY F.FREEDOM?!

Entertainment time

once i lost my happiness
i lost something important to me

i thought people could tolerate but
i guess im selfish
to not end it clean

am i just too good?

I'm childish yes i think im
if only i could be heartless
i don't want hurt people become childish!

because of this i lost!
utterly lost
when i lose it i cry

too late people say
even people whom im close
nothing can be gained back

TOO LATE IS THE SENTENCE THEY USE!
am i ?
It's fucking too late
things turn out to be the same!
FUCK FUCK FUCK!

Now im trying my best to gain trust and change people's opinion on me!

im not what YOU PEOPLE THINK!
im not a chiong-ster
im not a flirt!
im not....people can't you see?
i just always treat everyone good

may it be direct or indirect
i find no point hurt one
i rather take the pain
if only loving me isn't hard
i knew tears fall in your eyes
i know it cause hurt and pain

those sentences
those words really
hurt me utterly

im sorry
but i love you

Please takkare of yourself
is all i wanna say
i have more
yet i find it no point
actions speak louder then words

im sucha failure

all i wanna sigh
nothing
im sucha disappointment eh?
(:

guess i will lose it again (:

guess...

maybe not guess
im sucha FUCKING FAILURE i know im

aww
it hurts

im not childish
but,

people see it as im

guess
i will be..
in their eyes
always like that

F. THAT SOMEONE WHO RUIN MY F.LIFE!

Entertainment time

My heart is flooded with you
day by day i just keep falling
deeper and deeper
while the pain is getting more and more excruciating

Maybe
you don't love me
just simple crush
infactuation
it's really hurting to be in this state

can i just stop thinking?

maybe i should be optimistic
maybe...

how i wish for that day

i know the day may never come
i know
i knew it all
because, maybe simply you never ever loved me...ever

times and times i just wonder
have you ever love me
have i ever touches your heart
times and times,
my answer keep changing

sigh

Maybe i love you way too much

copyrighted pengz

hahahha
sleep!!!

當你選擇了雲的距離
就讓我自私做的決定
沖破天際飛去
排山倒海崩塌的回憶
也許我可以襲擊我的心
痛得不能自己
或許你以為把這一座城市拋開
就可以糾結傷害
卻不明白
我需要你的愛
不管多少阻礙
不求什麼未來
不管命運會怎麼安排
我會用眼淚洗去所有的不堪
狠狠地把心痛了斷
深深地把一切重來
我需要你的愛
像掉進了深海
也像墜落懸崖
找不到地方可以逃開
別讓那些謊言把愛給活埋
當心碎成一塊一塊
當愛碎成一斷一斷
我會等待
你的愛
oh~~~
排山倒海崩塌的回憶
也許我可以襲擊我的心
痛得不能自己
或許你以為把這一座城市拋開
就可以糾結傷害
卻不明白
我需要你的愛
不管多少阻礙
不求什麼未來
不管命運會怎麼安排
我會用眼淚洗去所有的不堪
狠狠地把心痛了斷
深深地把一切重來
我需要你的愛
像掉進了深海
也像墜落懸崖
找不到地方可以逃開
別讓那些謊言把愛給活埋
當心碎成一塊一塊
當愛碎成一斷一斷
我會等待
我會等待
我會等待
別讓那些謊言把愛給活埋
當心碎成一塊一塊
當愛碎成一斷一斷
我會等待

Download Super Junior - Why I Like You

It’s you (It’s you) It’s you (It’s you)
For me, it’s only you (It’s you) It’s you

I don’t need anyone else, I just want you
Even if you ask again, I just want you
You might already have a different lover
But there’s nothing I can do
I can’t turn back now Oh
The moment I caught your eye
The moment you drove a nail into my heart
Regretfully, I chose you
Yes, it’s you

Oh, even if anybody, anybody says anything
I doesn’t matter to me
Even if anybody, anybody bad mouths me
I will only look at you
Even if I am born again
It will only ever be you
Tic toc, tic toc
Even is time goes by, oh I
Even if I tell you I love you
One thousand, ten thousand times
Until my heart bursts into flames
And my dry lips wear away
Even if I am born again
It will only ever be you
Tic toc, tic toc
Even is time goes by, oh I

Oh, oh, only for you
Oh, oh, only for you
Oh, oh, only for you
Oh, oh, only for you
Oh, oh, only for you
Oh, oh, only for you
Oh, oh, only for you

I don’t need any words, I just want you
Even if you say it’s too late, I just want you
I know this love is wrong
But I can’t give up, I can’t let go oh, oh
I call you again with my cold lips
Searching, I call out for you hotly
You don’t reply, but I will still wait for you

Oh, even if anybody, anybody says anything
I doesn’t matter to me
Even if anybody, anybody bad mouths me
I will only look at you
Even if I am born again
It will only ever be you
Tic toc, tic toc
Even is time goes by, oh I
Even if I tell you I love you
One thousand, ten thousand times
Until my heart bursts into flames
And my dry lips wear away
Even if I am born again
It will only ever be you
Tic toc, tic toc
Even is time goes by, oh I

For me, it’s you, it’s you, I
(Why don’t you know, why don’t you know)
For me, it’s you, it’s you, I

Oh, even if anybody, anybody says anything
I doesn’t matter to me
Even if anybody, anybody bad mouths me
I will only look at you
Even if I am born again
It will only ever be you
Tic toc, tic toc
Even is time goes by, oh I
Even if I tell you I love you
One thousand, ten thousand times
Until my heart bursts into flames
And my dry lips wear away
Even if I am born again
It will only ever be you
Tic toc, tic toc
Even is time goes by, oh I

It’s you (It’s you) It’s you (It’s you)
For me, it’s only you (It’s you) It’s you

I fear time is something i couldn't catch
f0r time doesn't wait for anyone
i feared that the time comes everything changes

but what to do

it will start
sigh

thousand of people yearn for you
someone have you wonder?
why were you chosen?

seriously i did wonder
sometimes the one you love doesn't love you
vice versa
hahaha complicated world and fuck up

people that treat you good, that love you
yet you never take a second look at that person
wheres people who fucking do not love you
you keep staring wtf?
yea i think so (:

im so tired !!
work 1 - 11pm hahhaha..
outdoor i dont like! hot and no order ):
boring
my best friend = the cake fridge ):

hahaha.. keep wiping and close out door not bad
can train my muscle! hahah!! pengz yeah ate cheesy cakie again! (:
MUAHAHAHHA!!

today 1 side garlic and 5 ice cream only ):

sigh!

如果可以回头
我拎坑从来没有认识你

现在
我志愿我付出的爱
但愿知道
不可能会得到回报
但愿我的付出而不称是白费的

if loving someone isn't so hard
if i could be more heartless
if only, i could leave
if only i wouldn't make you sad
if only i could

time changes everything
maybe i could predict
maybe i already knew
maybe i felt

i couldn't change the fact
i also once told people that time changes everything
no one could predict what would happen next

i never knew too
it just happen
if time let it be like that
if things changes overtime
what to do just to accept the fact

i believe time changes everything
and i believe that things can changes
and no one could predict
cause i have gone and been through

no matter what happens
i only hope it happen for the best
worst come to worst
it will end up like that time

Entertainment time

i remember the tears i shed
no matter how long it pass
no matter how long we didn't meet
we didn't text
we talk

that sentence utterly broke my heart

all along,
all along the heart just felt that way

yet i know i have my limits to do things
i tried to forget
i tried to overcome
i could say
i couldn't do it

a phone call
i tried to hold back all my tears

once it end
it just shed

birthday suppose to be happy
yet girl i cried

the things you said
the little things you do
but didn't show
how i wish i could see it

but you didn't show
if loving me is so hard i rather fuck myself and die

i didn't meant to hurt anyone
i know im fucking stupid
i know im...

but i didn't want to hurt anyone
am i doing the wrong thing?

people scold me
yet i couldn't
im not like that
im not one that bear to hurt anyone
even the one i hate

fuck up life
fuck up my fucking life
seriously sometimes i will go crazy

it's always been like that
since that time

oh girl i cry, cry
you're my all
....but do i really have to say goodbye
i believe
people changes ...fast enough for you to know

i may be smiling yet my heart is utterly breaking
how many people am i hurting or am not
or am i thinking thinking too much because people may not give a damn fuck about me

life goes on
if moving on soothe the heart
i rather people move on and hurt me and myself
i rather take all the pain and fucking DIE!

Love isn't as simple as you think
neither it's complicated
fucked up life

i work to smile
i work to forget again
i work so that i do not think
but i love my job
am i?
yes maybe i do (:

yes i really do bah

im not emo
this is for entertainment
its not me (:

im fine
im good
im happy
im not hurt
im not in pain
if i were in your shoes
w/o being in your shoes i already know how it felt
done that been through
so i know
if tiring
i rather .. not being loved

if hurts i rather i fuck off and not being love
i rather being hate and fuck off
am i true to myself?
yes i think im
maybe not (:

god im tired
fuck up life


IM SO FUCKED UP HATE ME!

damn i knew these kinda things would happen
quarrel and f.king police came
lucky me, the lil bit of rum did digested
damn!
im f.king damn tired!

went to social house on sat
i didn't wanna go actually
cause im tired
free entry
took a free drink
yuck i drank a few sip
reach there first
met up with angeline poh
then jas, abby and angeline wong

went in saw calista again! =.=
later she thought i stalk her joke!

ok the song sucks to the core after the trio came
went off bout 3 cause i wanna go home
was going to meet COLLEAGUE initially
BUT!
damn someone quarrel police came drag time
FUCK
i almost went crazy

act like one lian in front of police somemore
lucky i was tame ha!

work 1 later going out soon
sigh im starting school!

WOW was so shock that i could upsell 2 frosty bailey add bailey shot!
hahahah!!
damn happy (:(:

saw my UT 3 grades suck to the core
sigh

seriously im going crazy soon
damnit just FUCK DAMN IT!
im going out before im late

SIGH

I CAN NEVER BE WITH MY FRIENDS FUCK DAMN!
CAN I DON'T SEE YOU EVER AGAIN?!


Entertainment time!

A few moment of happiness i got
even is for that few moment
brighten up my day

How i wish for that moment again
but i guess situation always never get me to

i

Just now went to play bball awhile @ 755
hahaha before that end work went shopping with Hairi to search for his bf bag (:
glad that he got one that suits his budget hahah!

pengz angeline1 and 2 came to find me after work
hahaha work today was quite okay
simply love taking order simple job (:
hahaha!!
i'm still learning!
Finally i know what da hell is litchi CAUSE GOT MINT TASTE !!
Sean let me try litchi and mango tea freeze
not really nice i think
don't know why people liked it
but as i say DPDP!!

My sm talked to me?!
okay shocking huh?
she ask me if my friend is working at T3D or T3A
then say bout Suez sm alison
bout what her gf joanna bla bla bla
and say that alison also bung
which i already knew before she said HAHAH!!
pengz then ask me asked suez T3D sm got bad mouth her not in a jokin manner
HAHAHA!

okay work was fun with loads of laughter (:
not bad after i get the hang of it (:
hope it last IM STILL LEARNING!!
awww

not bad upsale quite a lot of ice cream (:
achievement for me i guess

i finally got the upsale CHART!
tomorrow go find TP
return fine ):
my pay like that gone liao ):
sigh
need find kelvin for towing bike $25
my debts as high as mountain ):
owe my mom like $480 + $450 = i don't even dare to add ):
nvm i will work hard
and im so motivated to work (:
aww tmr off okay lah i need some rest at some point of time too aye? (:

when things are hidden
when things are not shown
...
there is nothing wrong
i simply can't show

Alright peeps
im not sleeping yet GOD!
just came back from tao huay and teh tareh

went TCC makan with suez
wow our bill 92++
then angie, zhi jie and kintoh outside TCC wait for me
HAHAH!!
asked them to go arab street first while i join them later for sheesha!

hahaha took some photos and play with ra-goo bike KR!!
hahah damn scare so i don't wanna play !! hahaha
his biting point damn near lah!

hahaha sotong sia al (zeh) hahahah
member card thingy she FORGOT help me chop!
hahaha had fun dinning at TCC that stupid ERIC DISTURB LAH!

working later at 1pm and im not yet SLEEPING!! DIE!!

sigh...
loving me is hard i guess
i know
i know my situation

Entertainment time!

Sometimes loving someone comes with consequences
if i can, i would wish that i could bring you happiness
if i can, i would love you without hiding
if i can, i would want you to be the girl...my girl

how i wish time could stop at that moment
your embrace
your smile
your touch
your everything
how i wish time can stop ticking

how i wish ...

but can't
each and everytime i see you
i would want to see you even longer
to hold you even longer

how i wish i could make you smile
how i wish i could make you laugh
how i wish i could...

you're so near, yet so far

the 1st embrace
the 1st word
kept in my heart
remembering the situation
remember my smiles
remember your smile
i would want to feel that again

how i wish ...
sigh

i know deep down it hurts
it hurts...
sigh
how i ...wish i could

copyrighted by PENGZ

Work work work! (:
I needa pay all my debts before i could buy my own stuff PLUS!!
oct 10 needa pay my speeding fine ):
sigh

PH TODAY!
work 5.30 till 1.30am hahahha
Tomorrow also 4-11
Tue off
Wed 1-7
thurs off
Fri 3-11
Sat 3-11

i gonna chiong till i die xD
hahhahah
blister everywhere
aww am so touch jas, angeline 1 and 2, suz, Jx and her gf came to TCC (:

hahahah ass JAS!
say i put foundation that's why kept laughing when i was working
and laugh at my kuku hair!!
i have no choice!
to pin up!!!
grr

pengz had fun! joke with da peeps there (:
today not busy i guess
just a lot bigger groups
aww my leg cramp!

=.= ate pumpkin cheesy cake!! (:

ahahhahaha!!

I choose to kept quiet
even all along i knew

I only hope da best for everyone

To da someone out there
please take good care of your own health aye?

We have learn to treasure the one around us before they are gone
but nevertheless they will always leave their footprints behind
because we are always there
maybe not meant to know
but yes, when you turn around you saw footprints
and you follow and that's where you will find.... me !! Hahhahah!!

pengz!!!

Have i take the hard way ?
or do i wanna take the easy way out?
loving is tough to maintain the pain inside
to not let it shown
to suppress everything deep down
isn't easy
to suffer so much pain yet kept quiet

i hope i could be that strong too
i know it hurts
and it hurts way too much
to suffer in total silence

saying out
relieving isn't it?

to not to burden else one is stupid
because never carry the burden alone
no one is alone (:
sharing is grace
it's all bout sharing the burden to help one another overcome each and every obstacle

saying out helps
but sometimes no
because how much you say
you can never do anything to lighten the pain that is going through
all it can be done is just to be there

to cry together
to go through together

life is real
grow through life but not with life

every rain comes the sun
just like every set back
it can be regain
things gone doesn't meant that they wouldn't come back
when and how
try..
practice makes perfect
but sometimes it isn't about hard work
it isn't bout how much you love
how much you gave
its bout the heart that speaks

but sometimes it works (:

so never give up
but ..
LIFE IS JUST SO FUCKED UP
sometimes we just have to...

but ..with true love
with hard work
everything just goes with your heart
if your heart say so...
continue (: why not?!

i believe there's a will there's a way

i believe hard work and determination wins genius

i believe true love can be seen and felt and touches people's heart

it's a matter of time

fate and destiny?
what is it?
it's in our hands to change it!
we could alter it!

Entertainment time!

hard to understand
within the heart
you're so near yet so far
i tried to reach yet i couldn't feel your heart

your words say so
but your actions says no

i feel that you are not happy when with me
rather felt that you felt happier with the person you once love

actions speaks a thousand times more then words

yet it soothe the heart

why must love be so hurting and painful?

why does my heart only yearn for you?
how can i stop myself from falling deeper
with each and every passing day

if only i could show my love
if only you could love
if only ...
if only ...

you know my love ...
good bye isn't the last words
i hope one day you could appreciate my love

I just hope..
if only ...


copyrighted PENGZ!

Title If only (:

Tons of things i wanna say
tons of things i never say
kept in the heart,
no ones knows how im feeling

People would just say
say say and say
without knowing how i really felt
im just so sick and tired being say

what can i do but to keep quiet?

I can't say
I can't show
I can't do anything
but to accept the fact
while i jolly well knew

I'm also not as strong as people see i am
i'm not
but i have to
i have to be strong
to act one strong
to hold back each and every drop of tears that fell

Simply i detest to fall in love
cause each and everytime never fail to cry
to hurt
the pain
i thought love should be happy
but not each and everytime
that's why i always say never to love someone (:

The heart cant be control
i can't control everything in life
only to suspress
and shut the fuck up!

Each and everytime i can tell people
what you lost,
you have to stand up and take back what you lost
with your own hands and you can do it
each and everytime i have to put all these positive thoughts in my mind my heart
so that i would not back track and fell

but each and everytime i just fall
fall hard

i remember when i love
i trust
yet what i get is being betray by love

people say i'm stupid
yes i'm
very stupid
that's why i harded my heart
that's why i kept quiet

Many a times people say PENGZ FLIRT!
damn !!
have they seen how much i love someone and being hurt?
how much i love that someone and cry?
know how much i wanted to do YET CAN'T?!
the never ending tears i shed?
end up also can only hide!

My life i jolly well know what type of person am i
so i stop and shut up

Who is well to judge me?
who knows me real well
who can i trust?
i'm just so scare to trust
and im fucking stupid to always trust everyone and being backstab

Many a times i wanted to cut
but i refrain myself from doing
WHY!
childish!
because i won't and I DO NOT LIKE PEOPLE TO LOOKED AT MY SCARS AND ASK
WHY THE HELL I CUT!
AND THINK BACK BOUT THE PAST!
I FUCKING HATE THE PAST
I KNOW I USED TO BE STUPID!
DAMN FUCK UP!

WHY CAN I ONLY CRY TO MYSELF!

WHY i do not want ANYONE TO KNOW ABOUT ME!
I JUST WANNA LIVE MY LIFE LIKE THAT!
My retribution?!

How much have i done
why is not others got it?
why me

why people that hurt me never ever got their retribution

Guess im fine after blogging
anyway val bike and back to normal but not that fast YET
can speed 120km/hr

sometimes i just hope that a car can bang me and let me be in coma
till i forget those i love or those whom love me
i don't need memories
for they are there to fade for us to move on!

i wanna forget everything

familiar?
this is what i said in secondary 2
and that's what happen after that
but say is say
i won't do it anymore
to hurt myself

i can hurt myself provided i know no one cares
but i just can't bare to
cause i know at least i have a mom who cares although she didn't say

i want to die
but i can't leave them alone

i have lots to think
both positive and negative
im in a dilemma!
im fucked up

i work hard to forget everything
i pretend i never hear
i pretend i never saw
i pretend that i never know

oh girl, i cry cry you're my all say goodbye
can i sing this?

i know peeps do not love me
i know deep in my heart
im just a passer by!

IM JUST SOMEONE WHOM PASS BY !!

I never deserve the love

people do not love me i know and i jolly well fucking know

(:

can i pretend?
can i hide

im so mask by love
mask by hatred
mask by fucking me and myself!

FUCKING HELL!!
JUST WHAT THE FUCK AM I THINKING!

im positive
YET!!
DAMN!
DAMNIT!
FUCK DAMN IT!

sigh
tomorrow i will be alright

hiding too many things just stress me up!

sometimes i need someone to be there
YET I DO NOT WANT TO
why am i still so weird?!

maybe peeps are happier at the other end
never ever happy with me (:
im just still so fucktard

Yeahhh!! Finally learn order taking and i upsell 3 or 4 ice cream and 1 garlic bread
although not a lot cause i seldom take order aww
took mostly people whom came to have drinks only cheat my feeling :(

Entertainment time !! (:

Can't get enough of you
i know i know
the love that i have isn't enough to hold you
yes yes

tell me tell me how can i do that
to make you stay to hold you down
awww..

baby baby love you so
wish upon the love you hold

baby, my heart is lock for only where you stand
never never back out
for i love you more than that
awww..

thanks baby
for you will never be REPLACED!
copyright by pengz09 (:

Try rapping though im just a noobie!

Entertainment time (:

Felt that each and everytime
It just felt deeper
yet, the deeper it goes
the more pain it is

While life isn't always as smooth as it goes
things have its ups and down

You say let natural takes it course
simple words
yet, the sensation of pain is like putting salt on wounds

Simple things yet it cannot be done
Near yet so far
the feeling
the pain
the hurts
it's been so long
way to long to reminise these

The more expression given
the more it hurts at the end of the day
when outcome isn't what you expected
you fall
you cry
and once again
it's call hurt

People around you may not know
yet you cannot let people know
the consequences that one could not afford to pay

Trust, just a word
yet it takes so much time to build
but seconds to break

Understand the feeling
yet, could not stop feeling the pain

Whatever it is,
just like what you say
let natural takes it course
may it be smooth
may it be rough
it's just part and parcel of life

Just because ...
the sentence one told me
love isn't everything (:

It is somethings that the hearts pay or benefit

It is not always the way
but you can find the way
somehow...maybe

but if it doesn't
we have learn something in life
lesson to apply

suppression isn't always right
yet it could suppress what one is feeling
may it be being too happy
or may it be the feelings that one wanted to hide
to present the best
to not be hurt by the pain
to present the happiest you (:

What is right what is wrong
no one can judge ones life
for no one would be the judge and jury of ones life

Maybe one day
The one that waits isn't the one who gets
while the one who isn't there is the one who gets
this is life...

Realistic world huh
hahahah end of entertainment
bought to you by pengz incorp (:

Had car prac today was fine though felt that he is teaching kinda W.O.L.S?
sigh i wanna proceed

Saw ky while we was waiting for Yk at Amk coffee shop
sucha coincidence (:
hahaha..

Had fun today
Yet ...
sigh hahahha!

Jia you ba (:

I **** You, Yet i do not want to

Oh girl, i cry cry..
Your my all, say good bye

Recently haven't been in good mood
i have so many things i wanted to say
yet i can't,
who can i trust?

The more i think,
the more i cannot understand
oh god sigh

I lost 2kg (:
good thing isn't it
Should go on a diet
work is good

God, i keep yearning to drink
but can't due to work

It's not that i want to
cause i don't like drinking
but, it's the pain inside that makes me want to
God!

I must be strong aye?
Stronger then yesterday
better than today

Seriously, i really do not know what is happening anymore
if you realise things changes
hahahaha!!

I don't say but i know things isn't right (:

I DON'T KNOW LAH!
I don't wanna think grr. (:

I really duno, duno wad shld i do, wad shld i say.
im just so disappointed...

i just cant trust anymore!

oh yah saw my firstlove at seven the club @ iluma!
damn was god damn happy (:
she is da one who saw me first again!
hahhaa pounding heart lol JOKE!

Seven was okay lah
got techno like err.. duno how to dance techno also
and im not high at da start only at da back then got feel
BUT not drunk
God i think getting more sian also
cannot get drunk = BORING!
hahaha i detest being dead drunk also = VOMIT!

Hahaha.. so much laughter near the end
GOT WONDER GIRLS - NOBODY! DAMN High!

Jas POWER PACK !! Power to the max hahahaa
hahaha.. im not a clubber so i don't dance =X

So many our type (: HAHAHA
which is GOODY!

That day morning i still got hangover but after that i was fine (:
god i didn't really sleep !!

I recently cant sleep
talk weird stuff hahahaha

cause i just got so many things i wanna say
but i guess i will just keep in inside
cannot take it still keep inside
im not good at lying
nor am i good in being bad to people
i just thought everyone is so angelic
yet the world is just so realistic
and i already know
but i cant change myself to become bad

I know there is someone whom knows me
yet do not know me =X
cause i do not like people to know too much of me (:

GOD DAMN IM BROKE...
money money money!!
where are you!

CHIONG WORK!!!
i can see $$$$$

joke, once sch start my $$$ income will DROP!! ):
tomorrow CAR PRAC!!

politics =.=sigh

Super Junior - sorry sorry english translate

Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry
I I I first
For you for you for you I fell
fell fell fallen baby
Shawty Shawty Shawty Shawty
Eyes are blinding blinding blinding
Breathe is stifled stifled stifled
I’m going crazy crazy baby

[Siwon] Inside the glaze that stares back at me
Inside the glaze it’s as if I’m
As if I’m a guy bewitched bye something
I can’t even escape it now

[Kyuhyun] The way you look when you walk over
The way you look it’s as if
You came and stepped on my heart on the way
I can’t even escape it now

[Ryeowook] Wherever you go you confidently
Smile, your attractiveness

[Sungmin] A rare beauty and a good girl
Universally thought of

[Ryeowook] Proudly, without stopping
You’re really like a fantasy

[Sungmin] So much that people can’t change their mind about it
I’ve fallen for you

Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry
I I I first
For you for you for you I fell
fell fell fallen baby
Shawty Shawty Shawty Shawty
Eyes are blinding blinding blinding
Breathe is stifled stifled stifled
I’m going crazy crazy baby
Ddanddan ddanddada dda ddaranddan
Ddanddan ddanddada dda
I’ve fallen baby
Ddanddan ddanddada dda ddaranddan
Ddanddan ddanddada dda ddarabbabbara

[Donghae] Hey girl gir gir gir gir gir girl i
When I open my eyes I think of you Hey girl
Asleep or awake, the truth is I can only see you

[Kangin] Tell me in your heart I
Tell me did I get a spot
Tell me tell me please
I’m stupid stupid stupid

[Ryeowook] People in my surroundings tell me
I’m too aggressive

[Sungmin] In this world that sort of person
Not as though there are only one or two of them

[Ryeowook] You don’t know you don’t know her
Words that they say in jealousy

[Sungmin] If you’re jealous of me
Then they are going to lose

Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry
I I I first
For you for you for you I fell
fell fell fallen baby
Shawty Shawty Shawty Shawty
Eyes are blinding blinding blinding
Breathe is stifled stifled stifled
I’m going crazy crazy baby
Ddanddan ddanddada dda ddaranddan
Ddanddan ddanddada dda
I’ve fallen baby
Ddanddan ddanddada dda ddaranddan
Ddanddan ddanddada dda ddarabbabbara

Let’s dance dance dance dance
Let’s dance dance dance dance
Let’s dance dance dance dance
dance dance

[Yesung] Hey will you come to me now
I feel like going to really go crazy yeah

[Kyuhyun] I want to only love you
I will never think of looking at anyone else hey

[Heechul] Rather than a lover, a friend
Is what I’d rather like to be

All of your thoughts and sadness
I want to keep

[Ryeowook] As if as if you might not exist
I love you so much
The person that I expect is you
that that that girl

Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry
I I I first
For you for you for you I fell
fell fell fallen baby
Shawty Shawty Shawty Shawty
Eyes are blinding blinding blinding
Breathe is stifled stifled stifled
I’m going crazy crazy baby

credit: mylovelylhj

明天以后

泳:在你的记忆里面有一个我
在你最痛苦的时候陪你度过
难过过了 天晴朗了 我就走

林: 你拯救我的寂寞 我的痛我的梦
在你的面前 我不必保留
还来不及对你说
迟到的我的心动

泳:你的好 你的坏
林: 我的脾气你最懂
泳:我不要你来心疼我（林: 我不要你离开我）
合:明天的以后我们会懂
失恋的挫折让人变更成熟

泳:我对你 感觉胜过爱情
林: 因为有你 给我勇气给我用不完的运气
林: 其实也想好好爱你
泳:只怕到最后不小心 让你伤心 （林: 我不怕会伤心）

合: 对不起 我对你 再好再亲密都不能在一起
林: 最后看你在别人怀里
泳:有天我会找到我的唯一（林: 我并不是你的唯一）
合: 还微笑祝福你

林: 你拯救我的寂寞 我的痛我的梦
在你的面前 我不必保留
泳:我从来没对你说
压抑的 我的心动

林: 我的好 我的坏 我的脾气你最懂
泳:我不要你来心疼我
合:明天的以后我们会懂
失恋的挫折让人变更成熟

泳:我对你 感觉胜过爱情
林: 因为有你 给我勇气给我用不完的运气
林: 其实也想好好爱你
泳:只怕到最后不小心 让你伤心 （林: 我不怕会伤心）

合: 对不起 我对你 再好再亲密都不能在一起
林: 最后看你在别人怀里
泳:有天我会找到我的唯一（林: 我并不是你的唯一）
合: 还微笑祝福你

泳:爱情总让人折磨
林: 所以我们才选择
合: 做比情人更好的朋友

泳:我对你 感觉胜过爱情
林: 因为有你 给我勇气给我用不完的运气
林: 其实也想好好爱你
泳:只怕到最后不小心 让你伤心 （林: 我不怕会伤心）

合: 对不起 我对你 再好再亲密都不能在一起
林: 最后看你在别人怀里
泳:有天我会找到我的唯一（林: 我并不是你的唯一）
合: 还微笑祝福你

I seriously think that people will change through time eventually
please do not look at the person's past and pass all the verdict

Can't people change through time?
I think yes,

Love cannot be force
it just comes when it comes
i've understand this because i have seen people been through, and i have been through
no matter how your heart yearn
no matter how much you want that person love
no matter how long
no matter how much
things that you do, the time you have wait

nothing can change the love
How the heart feels

How much tears you shed
how much you do
how much love you have gave

the answer is the same

But what can you do except always being there
loving her
be the pillar for her
when she needs you

some people do not agree with me
because they think that if that person have someone else you have to give up
i do not think so,
you can still be the friend of her
BUT THIS TAKES COURAGE
to see the person you love being embrace in someone elses arms
but doesn't meant that you could not love her

eventually one day
everything will change
when the time is up and the person that changes your heart came by

Things will start to change again
life have a lot of unintentional changes that you could not even predict

Finally conclusion
am i that bad?
do i get the chance to love?
I can love don't i?
but somehow
aye aye.. i know myself way too much

changes sometimes are invisible that people do not see
just like how the heart tells a story
some people just could not see it



people thought i heartless
when i just do not shed tears sometimes
when i laugh and say hi, bye
when i laugh people thought everything is alright
can you see the heart that is crying?

people think im heartless
but did they think behind the story?
People know i beat up people
but do they know the story behind?
Do i seriously want to hit them?

People just sick and tired of the same old story
Do i like to repeat them?

What happens when your heart say yes, but your mind say no?

Updated on story blog...

Worked TCC but like always hai zeh kana scolding
yet now maybe she have to be transferred out
aww..kinda guilty though i have fun there

working is kinda fun
to see those people you serve are happy with your sincerity
and your service

Fri 1st day 4th sept 3-11pm i think
Sat same i think 3-11pm
Sun off but had briefing from 6pm
Monday which is today 1-7pm
Tue 8th sept 3-11pm
Wed - off
Thurs 3-11pm
Fri 3-11pm
Sat 1-6pm
Sun idk yet

Gosh!!

tired i'm going sleep

Sometimes stories really relate to people
and their life
what bout yours?

What if your heart say so but your mind say no?

What if you love yet you cant love?

What if the person you love could not love you?
'
What if you could not be the one the brings happiness to the one you love?

Finally i got a work, that i'm okay with it
though it's like da same as admiral hahaha! but okay lah
since service line is NOT what im best at, BUT
the one that im okay at and would like to improve on...

So that i could improve my communication skills hahahah
Yesterday Fri 4th `09 first day at TCC Bugis Main LOL aka. PBJ LOL (Pua Lan Jiao) JOKE!!

hahah..initially i did forget to like ask if points they want redeem or what
hmm.. not bad i think my first day
not like last time so many wrongs
HOPE will improve ...

Not bad i can remember most of da food i've seen
HAHAHHA
Drinks too! cause i saw way too much fruitty delight
hahahah..

Zeh work too same time so ciao! hahaha.. was extent till 11pm
today also 3-11pm aww (: jiayou

GOD! My injury DONE BY AL KOH!
SEE LAH!
now i take tray also back already AL KOH TMD how you pay for my hand
hahahah i diam diam say yes i can can
LOL KEH KIANG!

stupid me
aww.. learn a lot of things
hmm but cant take in so much ltr DIE!

Finally got work I MUST TREASURE!!