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Naval base Sec 2003 - 2006 (2007 4achievement due to retake O's)
RP - New Media
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class 2A - ?
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Mont blanc wallet
Bag from DCP
Ck Underwear
Ck Top
Agnes `b braclet
Tattoo from my back to the left shoulder
Extend my Left arm tattoo
Issay miyaki cologne
Get my bike licience
CBR 150
Watch from DKNY
Ck shorts
Mont blanc bag
Get into Music school learn singing
Get a new home
More clothes and clear my old unwanted
Lose 12kg (:
Save up $$$$
Get good grades
Get into Lasalle/study overseas for directing
Book shelves with lots of books
Plain Black Hoodie
Learn Piano
Learn MuayThai
Laser my SCARS!

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Sarah [W26F]
Honey[W26F]
W36M
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Thursday, October 30, 2008
@ 1:13 PM
watching Hot Shot, make me D.A.M.N feel like balling
had car practical in the morning
i nearly slept while driving
hahhaa.. pengz

sometimes im okay
sometimes im not...
its not bout see-ing
nor its bout what..
i don't know what im blogging

i wanna start smoking REDS
maybe it will cool me down after being too hot internal

sometimes i just don't know what im thinking
im hot hot hot hot..
i wanna gym
ball
pool
sing
most of all FIGHT

how i wish can find someone to fight with me
seriously
i dont care bout the injuries
i dont wanna cut
im not emo
im just .. feeling very i don't know how to say
feel like vending all out
but cut no use
hit the wall would only worsen my damn injury
my knee also had old injury
so kneeing the wall also WORST

my left hand is useless
left leg useless
i just wanna fight...
scarly when i say all this really happen again
HAHAHAH!!
just like 2 years ago during O's feeling very vex inside
don't know why
i said these too
end up really kana quite a lot of freak problem
hahaha

damn..
am i useless or what damn damn damn damn damn damn damn VEX
fight
or give me a sand bag
let me hit till i drop
exhausted with sweat
drink also no use
drinking had no use of running away problem
those vexation would worsen once i drink
and i would drink more
end up would vomit if i drink over board
got use?
wake up headache
hangover
suck
what has life had .. grr

last of all
all i have to say is
IM NOT EMO!!
im just.. VEX INSIDE

It's not the last farewell ♥
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
@ 3:17 AM
how sad can i be..
how!!
im crying
REALLY CRYING!
like how i cried that day..
FUCK ME LAH!
na bei useless fucking piece of CHAO CHEE BYE
i hate myself to the MAX
MAX TO THE CORE
fuck fuck fuck fuck

my fuck mouth swollen
cus i drank beer with milk and my pills HAHAHA
im a na bei chee bye..
shall end my post
with..im a SUCKER

It's not the last farewell ♥
Saturday, October 25, 2008
@ 8:24 PM
Am i slow or what?
Now then i wanna watch The L word damn
hahaha anyway went NOS yesterday with THEM (: 8 of us now hahhaa

Guess what it was fun though
hahaha.. I AM SO IN LOVE WITH SHANE AND CARMEN
they are sooOoo fuck damn cool in the L word
how i wish i had shane's (katerine moening) body
she's H.O.T HOT! hahah pengz

Finally tomorrow im working
hope there arent many people going down
yep (:

NOS was a crazy shit of experience
hehh.. they all seems to click well eh..
hhahaha how i wish i was a fucker =.=
okay im bull-shit

Someone went into hospital
please do visit that someone if you want
Tan Tock Seng Hospital
Ward 90 bed 119
i post it for you all to go for visiting session =.=

I don't know what's your real intention and reason
and i don't wish to hear it
what i know that you and me are of the past
i still say it
i can't predict the future
and what i want to say and i always say is that
hello you're old enough to think for yourself
you want go drinking session
smoke till you rot i don't care
just don't do this kinda of stuff and say you had problems with your friends
who will your parents and others think about your friends?
And i think the first few people to guess is already us.

why are you always NOT using your pea brain to think about things first before you do
is all this fun?
no i don't think so
so how many have you *ahem this time

you know what i simply detest this kinda of behavior
drink and smoke is fine
BUT NOT THIS!
it's not i dont wanna trust you
is you make use of my trust too many a times
you used my soft-hearted character and lie and believe you and always stand there for you
WHAT MORE YOU WANT...
i used to care and always be there and BELIEVE IN YOU AND HELPED YOU IN WAYS
and sometimes i know i would get hurt or hate
BUT I'M THERE to SUPPORT
and what you do is lie and take all this FUCK SHIT FOR HELL FUCKING GRANTED

I ALREADY SAID YOU KNOW FOR FUCK SHIT
Jolly well what you yourself have done
dont tell me you're fuck shit drunk
AND I REALLY DONT WANT HEAR ANYMORE OF I LOVE YOU FROM YOU
it will only FUCKING irritate me to the MAX!

what you do and what you say are different
YOU LIE when i piece up all my facts
FUCKING HELL WHY DO THAT
why still hold on to me and say you love me for fuck shit you know i don't

IM NOT FUCKING SCOLDING ANYONE
im just vending my emotions
for hell you can do something and say something
DAMN I HATE YOUR CLEVER-NESS to make fun of my STUPIDITY
am i really that GOD DAMN FUCK DAMN DUMB?

whatever...
i pity you seriously
pity you why had to do this
i have far more AWAKING WORDS TO WAKE YOUR FUCK DREAM UP
you liar I KNOW YOU LOVE ME NO MORE
SO FOR HELL SAKE DONT SAY IT AND DO ANOTHER KINDA STUFF
IRRIATING!

It's not the last farewell ♥
Thursday, October 23, 2008
@ 4:38 PM
yawns damn Enterprise i think i will get my first D
grr.. did badly cause this is my first time reading off slide
later got the advanture learning thingy O.o
awww school no flying fox =.=

dots, asked angel if i could go join basketball IG
she say yea why not, so i think i have to stop smoking already
or maybe smoke lesser. =.=
I feel that i seriously still can't run the full court without getting tired
after ALP going to play basketball @ 838 hahaha

sometime just kinda sick and tired
I don't know why
just whenever i talked to you i feel burden and stress
yet i never hated you
though i will get angry but i never hate you
i hate myself why am i like that
so angry with myself sometimes
i hope you would mature
someone told you that im not mature enough to handle relationship
but think about it, who's the one whom is really not mature enough
i hate you asking me those f.up question.
i really don't know if i can ever ***** you again
i don't and don't wanna think


okay okay ... im so soOooo.. happy (:
awwww

It's not the last farewell ♥
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
@ 10:38 AM
wahahahahahaha..
i needa go toilet
i wanna find back my passion for ball-ing
i wanna become a serious MuayThai fighter
i really wanna quit drinking
cause i fat already -.-
i can drink hard liq but not beer
hahaha..
i need to train my muscles
i need..nothing
i know nothing
i don't know nothing
nor i know anything

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SOFT BUTCH/BUNG (active)
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Andro
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credits to www.wikipedia.com

HAHAHA pengz im just bored to find all this resource
DOTS.. im not a freako!

It's not the last farewell ♥
Monday, October 20, 2008
@ 3:49 PM
I'm soooOooOooooOOOOOoo tired -.-
pengz dots damn im just sooOOOooo tired

changed my blogskin MYSELF
i'm so addicted to my blog song Haru Haru (Day by day)
by BIG BANG
damn i love G-dragon Tattoo
"Too fast to live, too young to die"

pengz in school in school
drank at 921 yesterday argh...
what i need now is my precious sleep
how many days have i been missing my precious sleep (:

HOLIDAY COMING!!
Tomorrow gonna partial i think
then go play basketball with W26F
who the hell can help me change my blogskin background
or is my blogskin just nice?

im so pro!! pengz i finally did my own blogskin after don't know how many zillion years
as in i change it myself.
WOW must remember to credits man
dots today i learnt about "plagiarism"
communication......

How come i ain getting any "A's" for my result this semester

-.- ANYBODY WANNA PLAY BALL PLEASE JIO ME!!
JUNIORS WHO PASS BY THIS BLOG
KINDLY TELL ME WHEN IS TRAINING
CAUSE I WANNA GO BACK!

It's not the last farewell ♥
Friday, October 17, 2008
@ 11:29 AM
=.= i think im dumb seriously
dots hahaha to actually get my left shoulder injured during gyming session!!
hahhaa that time at Muay Thai already injured my right now left
grr.. =.= but luckily okay not that bad.

HAHAHAAHHAHAHAHHAHA
what can i say today having math now
okay lah just that i don't know what they talking about
i only know its about don't what slot thingy
-.- dots!!! hahahahah..
HAHAHHA LOL ROFL LMAO!!
im soooOOooOooooooOoOOoooo HAPPY!!

PLEASE ANYONE DON'T RUIN MY GOODY MOOD OR YOU WILL DIE!

Oh hot damn , this is my jam
Keep me partying till the A.M
Yall don’t understand , make me throw my hands
In the ayer , ay , ayer , ayer , ay , ayer

oh hot shit!!
i pray that my cough can stop
in the name of jesus
AMEN!! God please grant my wish (:

It's not the last farewell ♥
Thursday, October 16, 2008
@ 3:42 PM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xhk-X9BEnDo&NR=1 day by day part 2
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=76v7ogxeNvo&feature=related day by day part 1

Leave
Yeah, Finally I realize that I am nothing without you
I was so wrong, forgive me
Ah ah ah ah~

My broken heart like a wave
My shaken heart like a wind

My heart vanished like smoke
It can’t be removed like a tattoo
I sigh deeply as if a ground is going to cave in
Only dusts are piled up in my mind
(say goodbye)

Yeah, I thought I wouldn’t be able to live even one day without you
But somehow I managed to live on (longer) than I thought
You don’t answer anything as I cry out “I miss you”
I hope for a vain expectation but now it’s useless


What is it about that person next to you, did he make you cry?
Dear can you even see me, did you forget completely?
I am worried, I feel anxiety because I can’t get close nor try to talk to you
I spend long nights by myself, erasing my thoughts a thousand times

[Chorus]
Don’t look back and leave
Don’t find me again and live (on)
Because I have no regrets from loving you, take only the good memories
I can bear it in some way
I can stand in some way
You should be happy if you are like this
I become dull day by day (eh eh eh eh)

Oh girl I cry, cry
You’re my all, say goodbye…

If we pass by each other on the street
Act like you didn’t see me and go the way you were walking to
If you keep thinking about our past memories
I might go look for you secretly

Always be happy with him, (so) I won’t ever get a different mind
Even smallest regret won’t be left out ever
Please live well as if I should feel jealous

You should always be like that bright sky, like that white cloud
Yes, you should always smile like that as if nothing happened

I hope your heart fees relieved
Please forget about me and live (on)
Those tears will dry completely
As time passes by

It would’ve hurt less if we didn’t meet at all (mm)
Hope you will bury our promise of being together forever baby
I pray for you

Oh girl I cry, cry
You’re my all, say goodbye, bye
Oh my love don’t lie, lïe
You’re my heart, say goodbye...

It's not the last farewell ♥
@ 10:22 AM























this video we looked so dumb!!




i decided to put up this video to entertain anyone whom decided to pass by my blog




(:




cheerios cheerios cheer up!!




im so honest .. ):









ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...........
after i eat lunch/ breakfast after this post grrr
my stomach damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn pain =.=
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr....
brb to post later grrrrrrrrrr
i go squeeze my stomach and slp!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
grrrrrrrrr
grrrrrrrrr
i hate stomach ache...

It's not the last farewell ♥
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
@ 2:07 PM
im sorry that i hurt you...
i hope that time can heal your broken heart
im sorry that i can no longer make you happy
i really hope you listen to me
do not cut or do anything foolish
no matter what you're still once my ex
and the one that i once loved and care about...
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The more i see you the more i fall for you...
went to watch movie (connected) with you
actually i did watched before
but i knew you all along wanted to watch that movie (:
so i accompany you to watch
YOU NEVER EAT!
grr you're not fat lah dumb ass
so love love love you you you!!
grr yesterday how i wish i can accompany you longer
aww i so miss your lips your tongue and the sense of touch of it
LOL!! omg what am i saying
i ain NOT a pervert!! pengz
=/
i'm in school now, you're watching movie now hahaha i so miss you!!



It's not the last farewell ♥
@ 10:45 AM
I hope u can be more self loving
by doing these would not benefit you
yes, true firstlove is the hardest to forget
that applies to not only you but me too in the past
didn't i get over it eventually

We are grown up
we need to move on
we would be there
we 7 people had gone through a lot together too LOL
see the changes now
i thought you mature back then

is not i or they do not understand you
imagine me in your shoes
maybe you have different answer
BUT seriously
these cutting stuff
is what i do the most in secondary 2

people like people to be happy
just i like everyone to smile
is not that i say you cant be yourself
but, PLEASE do not do this anymore

AND please understand me
that i need to sleep for school
i don't know how could you
call and call and call
wake me times and time up again
end up i late for school again
please be considerate
thanks im not hereby to rebuke you for no reason
you are going 18
i hope you will understand

The world is a reality

It's not the last farewell ♥
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
@ 1:38 AM
Finally ah i went school WHY AND HOW DID I WOKE UP?!
okay easy 5plus i was woke up by my right leg grr fucked up it cramp!
okok after that went back sleep then 9+ left leg OMG CRAMP!!
hahaa think it was a wake up call for me to go school -.-

MONDAY AGAIN
suppose to meet jess, mad, van
but ang was not feeling well so went to meet up with mad and van
but this time more peeps!
there was CC boi, mad, van, yk, ky, al OH YAH teck whye xD AHHAHAHAHAHHAHA!!
the sight really make me can't stop thinking and laughing -.-

okay im bad
went to eat dinner @ 848 then ball
then they went cut hair we play 2 on 2
me and al
van and mad
guess who won HAHAHAHAH..
WE WON CAUSE OF MY AH GUA-NESS HAHAHAHA
was playing non-stop la
i cant stand myself too
but as i play BTH i also keep coughing non-stop
lucky now feeling better
-.- shit tomorrow got communication UT
hope i can get an A!!!
hais i wish i can have a better GPA this semester
seriously i think i have been slacking grrr

after ball-ing went to 842 or 840 to talk/slack
at first we were bored
i also forget who and when
we just came to this topic "SEX"!!! HAHHAA
wah kao there's LOTSA stuff to talk man!
interesting topic and the guest of the day is CC boy! hahahaha pengz

he was "interviewed" by us
and ky and him was talking about WAYS TO SEDUCE PEOPLE WHEN LC-ING
HAHAHAHA was laughing like mad can!!
damn funny lah
then talked bout G-spot
experiences
i was wanting to laugh at every sentence but i never said much
-.- PENGZ learnt lotsa stuff too
"HOW TO LC!!"

hahaha..then talked what chocolate put on da woman body
CCC even say he like to KAO girl stomach "hole" (what's that called again?)
haha we was like HUH!!!!! KAO?!?!?!
CCC: NO LAH!!! NOT THOSE VERY HARD DE LAH!!
-.-
pengz.. talked bout experiences i still noob lah =.=
but its okay
when the time comes
i will know eventually
OR MAYBE I REALLY GO GOOGLE IT!! hahhaa

RP = LET's GOOGLE IT!
aiya i forget to ask how to seduce a person to make that person super high!
hahahah.. dots

Thurs go 'Play'
should i or should i not?
im so god damn broke now
i need a job
so no feel to work
-.-
argh


Entertainment time:
Tell me do you miss me,
if yes give me a call to show that you're there
i've never felt so insecured before
this love i have never felt
the heart that beat so fast
the love
the lips
the touch
the feel of your tongue,
let me feel that i
i can no longer felt that sort of lonliness
tell me
have you healed my broken heart
is it back to what it was before
.......
why does my heart skipped a beat
.......
will it ever...
happen...
12/10/08

wow i feel my entertainment getting better and better written (:
pengz im so thick skin ehh O.o

It's not the last farewell ♥
Monday, October 13, 2008
@ 11:29 AM
im so so so so so tired and ...
-.- sick sick sick
cough cough cough
drink drink drink

i guess i really have to change back my life to a healthy lifestyle
whereby everyday is ball, gym, swim and bla..
-.- I DON'T WANT TO DRINK ALREADY!!
SOMEONE PLS STOP ME!!! grrr..

i want to QUIT SMOKING
I WANT TO WORK FOR MONEY DIE LAH!!!
hais...
im so fcuking broke now -.-

hahha i so like my voice sing (ah xing de qian nian zhi lian)
jac say very MAN!! wEeEEeeeee

IM MAN!! IM THE MAN!! WAHAHAHA -.-

later 630 go play basketball maybe at 838 wahahhahaa
i want to slim down
sleep early
go sch have goody GPA!!

im the director wanna be!! grrrr

quit smoking
no drinking
ARGH THURSDAY go PLAY? =.=
i need to reconsider pengz


Let's get Entertain
i.....sooo....hais....
why....
guilt....
overwhelming...
my..soul
sad....
pengz...dots...
think...
beat...
fast.....
hard....
to....breath...
like...suffocating.....
omg...
how....can....i.....
grrr...
arghhhHhhhHh!!!

It's not the last farewell ♥
Saturday, October 11, 2008
@ 4:39 PM
oh yah.. forget to post again
i hope that we 7 people
Yk,Ky,Yt,Jayven,Kzai,Alethia,PENGZ
will always be friends close friend, best friend
despite sometimes people quarrel
i really treasure this friendship ALOT!

remember the days,
fart together outside GV
smoking at basement carpark
got caught together by HSA (all thanks to alethia grr)

drink together
had fun together
let bygone be bygone
we are friends (:
quarrel awhile okay already
hahaha..REALLY EH

suddenly looked back
think back
WOW we were really so close as friends even sometimes i forget
PENGZ!

kzai bdae WOW FUN MAN the mask thingy and the games thingy
ky bdae -.- thanks to YT for the order of SHARK FIN hahaha cost a BOMB but was fun though No?
Alethia bdae do what huh sorry i forget xD
YT BDAE !! hahaha i hope you enjoy all these thing, preparation for the food from yk and me ..organiser ky and those fun we did together at raining bar bla bla bla
jayven bdae i didnt go =.= BUT I KNOW YOUR HAD FUN!
Yk bdae NOT YET COME
My bdae was FUN and drunk and spinning
wow waterfall chivas and a room decorated nicely for me!


argh i so miss miss miss miss the days
sadden, i so sad if one day everybody can't meet up ):
i mean each go on each ways
which looks like it is soon breaking up..
kinda doesn't it?

i will miss the
val: "wo yao fang pi"
EVERYBODY PRESENT: " FANG LAH!!!!"
*puuuuuuuuuuu~~~
EVERYBODY PRESENT: " WAH SMELLY, ONION SMELL"

HAHAHA pengz but now i don't fart alot xD

shall update later I SO MISS YOUR!

oh ya.. i know who take care of me ytd
Thanks man!

I think i also know kzai piggy back me
OH SHIT AM I HEAVY?!?!

It's not the last farewell ♥
@ 3:20 PM
update update
chalet was fun but i think i drunk and miss out the FUN PARTS
hahaha.. okay these was the photo taken when i was drunk and when we were preparing and bla bla bla hahaha pengz





yk playing pool



-.- me playing pool









oh ya i haven finish pengz
woke up still very giddy PENGZ BUT i was also very hungry!!
pengz ate cake for breakfast then off to tampines then eat again!!
WAH LOTS OF THINGS HAPPEN unexplain -.-
hahaah woke up i have LOTS OF bruises suddenly
and alethia said i puke like my whole head went into the toilet bowl HAHAHAH !!
think i vomit real lots hahaha..
i like the feeling of high-ness and drunk-ness BUT NOT VOMITING grrr


didn't dance though hahaha BUT SOMEONE GRIND ME grrr..shall not name that person!!!
hahahaha..when i came to senses is like OH GOD SO MANY things happen argh!!

i think i talk lots of nonsense to alethia if i never remember wrongly HAHAHA
pengz i damn lousy sia!!

ta about 10++ nick mix with vodka, burbon, tequila
then drank countless of shots
and drank something like tequila sunrise and burbon coke and err..don't know la
my death drink was after all this above,
i drank beer with 1/2 cup vodka or less a bit
around 1/2 cup cause that gay kiam don't want left me and kenneth HAHAHA

okay then what happen?
=.=
i forgotten BUT SOME I DO REMEMBER!! (:
LALALALALA...Miss miss miss miss miss miss (:

what a carefree life (:

It's not the last farewell ♥
Friday, October 10, 2008
@ 9:26 PM
SIGH....
i really got so bad ma
=.= sad sad sad sad sad sad

end of post
grrr...
hate myself

It's not the last farewell ♥
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
@ 2:13 AM


It's not the last farewell ♥
@ 1:16 AM
Dye-ing hair now
-.- so sick and tired of my gold hair BUT always failed to dye black
cannot cover for long (grr so angry)

Went to tian tian steamboat
ate with them, don't know why eat suddenly then talked bout the past and stuff
PENGZ i was laughing like CRAZY WHILE EATING (damn can't stop laughing)

hahaha.. so fun
after steam boat went to 'ji de chi' desert stall?
they ate i didn't i was way too full
hahhaah =.=

back to bugis junction
bought tickets for "Eagle eyes"? is the show name??
eagle something .. -.-
my bad i have bad memories nowadays

hahah ate popcorn and drank my FAVOURITE MILKSHAKE!!
-.- THE MOVIE WAS DAMN NICE AND COOL
feel like watching again BUT it's too draggy you see
so i ended up sleeping during the show
awwww.. I DON'T WANT TO I SWEAR!! hahaha i can't control
i'm just too tired and the seat too comfortable HAHAHAH =.=

after movie i run the whole stretch of bugis junction Basement to the Mrt station
OMG last train gone
so i ran the 1st to check if there's still bus again
ALL THE WAY TO THE BUS STOP
hahaha okay i feel my stamina not bad!!

hahahah bus back and half way through
that blur cock slept and dropped my laptop
HAHAHAH heartache but it's okay xD

so now here i am..
dye-ing hair
TOMORROW UT on ENTERPRISE!!
haven't studied yet
shall study later hahaha..
hope i will not be late tomorrow

i realise something,
and i shall kept it as my lil secret (:

It's not the last farewell ♥
Monday, October 6, 2008
@ 1:57 AM
i hate to promise, but i hate to promise yet not fulfill my promise
its since so long, record breaking already YET..FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
SO DISGUSTING !!!!
hate hate hate hate

It's not the last farewell ♥
@ 1:48 AM
Alone, I am flipping through a page of our memories
I close my eyes to feel the longing I have for love, in my heart

The days we smiled innocently are beginning to fade away

I imagine your warmth, and I continue to wait for you here
If you're not here, there's no reason to spare my intimate feelings

The night we fought, I wasn't able to say, "I'm sorry"
Instead, I left my nervousness to calm itself, just like I'm doing now

There must be a way to show to that my feelings haven't changed

Are you thinking about me too? Are you crying, wanting someone else's warmth too?
My heart doesn't ask for help. I've tried to help it, but it's started to shrivel

When it could'nt keep itself alive anymore, I began to run, "I miss you"

I already know that your heart won't make a sound for me
So I'll say my last "goodbye," and take my heart with me

It's not the last farewell ♥
Sunday, October 5, 2008
@ 10:49 AM
nvm nvm i want to do nothing anymore
suck
bye
anyway i finally sick already =.=

It's not the last farewell ♥
Saturday, October 4, 2008
@ 9:18 AM
i duno i duno i duno i duno
fuck fuck fuck
hate hate hate hate damn fucked up
what have i done?
sometime i feel people are good
SOMETIME good people can be fucked up
true? true?
i be nice to you for so fucking long
yet im hurting myself at the same time

how do i ever trust anyone again
i wouldn't not anymore
everyone is a liar
faker
im fake too
maybe im not me
maybe im just sad
damn fucked up
fucked up
what kind of life am i living in?

drink
not drunk
then drink again
not drunk again
smoke everyday
enough
enough

fucked up
i want to cry
cry so hard that tears keep flowing than sleep when im crying
but damn fucked up
i have no tears
i want cry but can't
fucked up

silly
foolish
i cant trust
neither can anyone trust me
fucked up life

It's not the last farewell ♥
@ 8:47 AM
Enough, i had enough
everything just make me gave up evrything
i want end
end
i will never love anyone again anymore i hate everything
i don't people to care
i just to be independent

It's not the last farewell ♥
Friday, October 3, 2008
@ 2:06 AM
Wow didn't knew time flies wEeeee
i'm 18 like half a year already
and my "little" cousin whom is taller then me now (grr im so ANGRY)
IS FINALLY GOING 18 in a few more hrs time
hahaha..wow remember last time i still play what power ranger with him
wresting with him and nearly got kill somehow XD
Now we're already grown up and is he is soon OFFICALLY 18

actually if i looked at another point of view quite scary
-.- cause im getting older and older grr
okay OUTING LATER WITH ZHIXIN HAHAHAHAH PENGZ
-.- few more hours away WeEEeee...

damn getting fatter
think i go do sit-ups CHAO!!

It's not the last farewell ♥
Thursday, October 2, 2008
@ 10:34 AM
It's a what if thing
what if, what if
okay Let's try entertaining
anyway HAHAHA..ended up skipping school when i said i wanna go school
=.= die lah actually whenever i say "NEVER MIND LA"
i'm lying to myself hahaa who doesn't want to buy new clothes xD
Gonna get the topman skinny's 99bucks!! =.=

Entertainment:
Why do i feel this way,
So sudden that i can't even react
You make me smile,
you made me gee
somehow this whole thing revolve in a circle
Ain't it happen too fast,
why din i even felt it in the past
how should i even react
what should i do.
why have i felt this way
what can be done.
This is about, Why,how and what.....

hahah Entertainment ENDS -.- anyway
GONNA CONTINUE MY ABS TRAINING GRR..scare got beer belly

It's not the last farewell ♥
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
@ 4:15 PM
郭采洁 - I Remember
by:林潞平

Do you know that I'm OK?
Are there things you wanna say?
Thinking of you night and day
Hoping you'll come back and stay
I remember when you told me
I'll be all right
Don't worry...

I try and try to understand...
Is all this just a sad good bye?
Thinking of you night and day...
No matter if you'll come and stay
I remember when you told me
I'll be all right
Just hold me...

I don't wanna close my eyes tonight
Missing you make me cry
Your love will give me strengths to carry on
You'll always be my heart and mind
So I don't wanna close my eyes tonight
I know it's just a miss match in time...
Why...oh ...why
Miss match in time

I try and try to understand...
Is all this just a sad good bye?
Thinking of you night and day...
No matter if you'll come and stay
I remember when you told me
I'll be all right
Just hold me...

I don't wanna close my eyes tonight
Missing you make me cry
Your love will give me strengths to carry on
You'll always be my heart and mind
So I don't wanna close my eyes tonight
I know it's just a miss match in time...
Why...oh ...why
Don't wanna close my eyes tonight...


Damn this lyrics she sing "Your love will give me strengths"
i every heard i thought is "your lambogini"

okay so it's my turn to write lyrics:

knowing that time wouldn't stay
The love for you seems to grow and stay
My heart is saying i love you
but you don't know how it feels
i just wanna be there for you
if you let me
would you....ohhh

Your love for me seems to fade alright
how i hope that it's alright
if only you would understand
that my heart is aching pain
i hope that time will go back to what
it used to be
tonight.....

How i hope it'll be alright
it's time to let go say goodbye
the time has come for me to carry on
i will say good bye and fade




(okay i can only think till here, try using guo cai jie - i remember tune to sing)
i know it isn't that good HAHHAHA

errrrrrrrr...i need to listen more
i can't think of anything to write maybe i shall change into chinese ARGHH
die die die
think must don't pon my lyrics class already!!!


真的就这样走了
没有什么挽留了
我想了有想还在想
为何爱你那么难
我只希望你能快乐
我就够了,爱你。。。

我一不可做什么
之能看你快乐
我想了又想还在想
之能把你忘掉了
我真的不能在托下去
否者我会受不了

每当想你我都会哭
这就是爱情吗
你给我快乐


-_- 我不想WRITE了
好难阿!!! 救命啊


搞什么飞机
写了老半天还是没领感
结果写了一些乱七八曹的东西

It's not the last farewell ♥