Recently never go school, it isn't that i don't want to go or i have given up studies! Just remember that i won't and i will not give up easily cause i'm NOT that sort of person.
Heard that Miss Tay is disappointed about me for the HSA letter, what should i say?
i'm disappointed too.
For all the while i've never thought that the teachers did looked at me like when i was in secondary four!
Disappointment. Haix.
Yes, i failed once and am a repeat student.
Never did they give encouragement all i feel about them is...NOTHING
BUT THEY LOOKED DOWN ON ME!!!

sucks. Maybe that's why i would prefer to study outside.
school? mother? father? My aunt?
Has their prespective of me changes?
nothing gotta be the same.

how did they look at me now?
that time what did my aunt, reply me in messagers?
Scarastic is all i feel.
whenever i study people would only say i play.
HELLO if you don't know don't guess or just say for the fcuking sake of saying!

parents of mine always say, friends betray no matter how good they are to you.
but to me, everything now makes no difference.
i seriously think that even family members can even betray one another.
so if this is the case, what for?

my family are making me feel that i no longer visable to them
i can't feel the warmth and the love in the family no more.
lonliness and saddness is filled in this family.

A home is nothing more to me other than, sleeping and for shelther.
no communication is there anymore.

just what is this whole family?
sick and tired of them, family betrayer!
i hate my family. i hate them all.
even the kinnest of them, betrayed how i feel for them.
FUCK YOU AND DIE!

It's been so long since i last blogged! xD
pengz computer down and i haven't been home for the past hmm, four days?
well, life is not bad but i feel somehow i ain hardworking enough and am i slacking?
HELL I DON'T WANT!
Really wanna do well this year, not getting scrape though all this shit but
get good results and have more choices!

Interested in MCM haix, but at the same time i still wanna be a forensic expert do i?
cannot slack, anyway i think i'm leading a very UN-HEALTHY lifestyle :(
smoke and drink smoke and drink
ain this kinda lifestyle SUPER DUPER ULTRA ULTIMATE SUPREMELIOULY UN-UN-UN
UNHEALTHY?!?!?!

OH MY GOD!!!! ~>.<~
currently having lots of bruise because of what...... *shake head*
well, i'm okay now

i really MUST concentrate on studying
damn why nowadays have the feeling of going to republic poly
HELL NO
really hate that poly, think bout it makes me feel REeeeaaaalllllly saddening
sucks lah~

pay is out and yet i earn like shit
damn really money ain ENOUGH
sucks sucks SUCKS
O'level is coming again
facing the whole damn stress again
haix. never mind if i know i did study for it i think i can get good grades
hmm think?
NO is a must that i will (:

HAHAHAHAH OFF TO STUDY!!!!!