Alone, I am flipping through a page of our memories
I close my eyes to feel the longing I have for love, in my heart

The days we smiled innocently are beginning to fade away

I imagine your warmth, and I continue to wait for you here
If you're not here, there's no reason to spare my intimate feelings

The night we fought, I wasn't able to say, "I'm sorry"
Instead, I left my nervousness to calm itself, just like I'm doing now

There must be a way to show to that my feelings haven't changed

Are you thinking about me too? Are you crying, wanting someone else's warmth too?
My heart doesn't ask for help. I've tried to help it, but it's started to shrivel

When it could'nt keep itself alive anymore, I began to run, "I miss you"

I already know that your heart won't make a sound for me
So I'll say my last "goodbye," and take my heart with me

Anyway Naruto shippuuden is nice!
Lots of stuff to think these few days,
am not moody.
Just that no one know i'm. . . abit unhappy.
or just that my heart hurts though.

ANYWAY i'll be okay when im OUT!
so it's not a big prob anyway hahahaha!
Se7en - Last of diary is nice! LISTEN!!!

Now am at home using that don't what sauna wrap i bought yesterday
at . . . MUSTAFA!
hahaha they was smelly though xD *not on purpose* IM NOT RACIST!
next year i won't be at naval base secondary dots!!

Good though, i'll def get into poly in 2008 I DONT CARE!!!

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i stand alone the streets.
searching for the lost trace of your shadow
Lonely, sad and dysfunctional.
those happy memories of ours, didn't stop flashing when you were gone.
will i ever found you?
those pain, those hurt inflicting me.
but my love for you stand strong and say NEVER give up my last hope.
i just wanted to see you,
i just wanted to ask you.
can we ever be together?
can . . . we?
i will continue searching for you.
till i found you.
till you tell me, i don't love you.
till than, i won't give up hope.
. . . . . . . . .TO BE CONTINUE (Part ONE)

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Lust
Over
Villian
Eu

Defination of love?
idk. how should i behave haven't had any ideas
If someone were to show too much BEHIND scenes of ownself what will eventually happen?
The censor scenes that meant we're close enough to show.
Acting GAY isn't something that i like though,
but seeing people smile from my stupidness maybe lighten my heart.

What each and everyone life is gotta be.
Will i ever lost contact with people whom are close to me?
Have i?
People like Hao* used to be my best friend
now what ranking will i still be?
seeing those people slowly drift away from my life
it's sad. . .our childhood promises have already omitted from their memory.

what am i ?
what am i thinking though
confusing mind
sian. . .

bored bored im super UBER tired
at ms tay house was fun later at night
as we were STUPIDLY taking LAME photos
anyway looking forward to saturday outing with 2004 c'girls (:
simply can't wait.