I have been learning piano
And finally could play 1 song (:
though it's a kids song DOTS!
but have to start from scrap

Zanarkand, Haru Haru, and the other piece by michael something one
ONE DAY !!
i will play those pieces

Damn piss in sch now
doing my report suddenly got 1 this bitch msg me Fuck off don't come and act blur
seriously i cannot tahan already lah bitch!
i keep quiet
i don't say, you think you can climb over my head is it?!

Damnit!
I say one last time
STOP ACTING LIKE A CHILD!
And those things you msg me sometimes
what do you want to show?
what do you want to prove?

Don't always anyhow scold people fuck la hor!
I have my patients too okay!
so do not take my FUCKING patients for granted
Thank you

You so like to always tell me how you and someone how good bla bla bla
what do you want to show?
okay you say you find me as a friend okay i know
but then when i busy i don't reply WILL DIE IS IT?!
NEED SCOLD PEOPLE FUCK IS IT!
DAMN IT!

IM MORE AND MORE PISS OFF OKAY!
FUCK!
YOU SO LIKE SCOLD FUCK GO FUCK OTHER PEOPLE LAH!
FUCK!!
FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IM ULTRA PISSED OFF LAH KNN
CCB!

I HAVE TO RUSH REPORT AND YET HAVE TO TAHAN ALL THESE!!
KNN PEOPLE NOT STRESS ONE IS IT!
ONLY YOU HAVE STRESS IS IT?!
ALL YOU THINK IS FOR YOUR FUCKING SELF
WHEN THEN WILL YOU FUCKING GROW UP
IM SO SICK AND TIRED OF EVERYTIME SAYING THE SAME OLD FUCKING THINGS!

KNN
BUAY SONG THEN COME SCOLD ME
THEN AFTER THAT OKAY OKAY
KNN YOU THINK I WHAT
SHUANG SHUANG SCOLD THEN AFTER THAT WHAT?!
CCB..FUCK UP LAH! I DON'T CARE ALREADY LAH
NA BEI PUA CHEE BYE RUIN MY MOOD ONLY
KNN I DON'T WANT SCOLD VULGARITIES ALREADY LO!
DAMN MADE ME SO FUCKING LOW CLASS

KNN!!!
I THINK IM FUCKING TOO ANGRY

.....................cool down
sigh
i have to cool down

I create a summary for my story
what and how should i continue?
still thinking, but will try to update frequently
Sat met up with AL ( NOT alethia )
went to find job, walked the whole Orchard central LOL!
pengz but then here and there we never asked

There got this escalator at the 7th floor and we thought
it was a direct escalator on the 1st floor then we went to take
END UP!
it stop at 3rd floor and we have to continue from 4th floor to 7th floor...
SO LAME!

Finding ourselves thirsty
we went to get BUBBLE TEA!
she got strawberry red tea while i get strawberry milkshake w/jelly
God she pay for me,
): felt bad never mind next time i will treat you!!

Well, fast forward
after interview at pasta mania went to smoke and abby came
then smoke more and played psp we went up to arcade
played basketball, rockfever and initial D

shortly while AL ( NOT Alethia ) was playing majong jass came too
lol noob lah al, so lousy HAHAHAH!!
cheh!
after that walked to ION
to meet that same age bung as me
what is her name again? =.=

Slacked at Mac near fareast (the one last time slack with ah lin they all one)
abby and jass played PSP we smoke and slack and nua!!
hahaha just smoke only =X

after that took bus 700 to near club trustz
then went cuppage to collect my bike
then ride down to find Yang Han
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YANG HAN!!
went drinking with him and Angeline at Chillz
drank 1 barrel + 1 Erdinger Dunkel + 1 Guninness Draught
Eat Sotong ball + Chicken Wing + Fries

After that ride back.. = END of story

I have so much things kept inside
Moral of story = i cannot love anyone

awaiting my new blog skin don't know can or not (:
Using Dreamweaver (:

閻韋伶-傻孩子

看着你无暇的表情
我猜不透真实你的心
我一直冷静
却还是走不出这秘密
好孤寂

我开始失去了勇气
而你却好像在游戏
我假装清醒
看清你的心
终于我选择了离去

你像个孩子一样的被我看穿
在你面前我试着隐瞒
所有过去全都变成伤害

我像个傻子一样的被你出卖
一字一句都要我承担
到了最后我选择分开

I once heard this song at Bekah pub
I liked that song,
but forgotten the name
till Eunice dedicate to sing at Admiral Bar and say PL kiss
haha so nice!
So HOT!!
PL kissing are so Hot!!
hahaha.. made me download the video =X

Anyway this song has got nice lyrics
giving good contrast in the song lyrics
such as using a child to describe how the person felt towards love
because child are usually naive

When then can i write such a nice lyrics?
Later going swim at Eunice house (:
Gym too! can't wait! I so long never swim (:
Healthy day everyday sunday,
Gym and swim (:

Vulgarities make me sick,
sigh i'm not like this in the past
whenever i'm angry vulgarities does not come out
now whenever i'm agitated vulgarities are just being blurt out

what i want to do now is to focus on my class 3
since i quit private car and go to school to learn
i should focus more (:
Focus on learning car, piano, dreamweaver, photoshop.
Studies, car, bike 2A next year, piano

Expression through the form of art, music, lyrics
what else can i still do?
I hope to succeed in life
I want to get rid of the past,
change myself for the better
just like what my dad says
people grow up to be more mature
not being more child like

Being vulgar is it the norm?
How do i change back?
I should stop saying
I can do it pengz!

Time to do UT stuff (:

Shall upload some new lyrics soon (:

Seriously i hate this when people for nothing come and say me
hello, if you post thing in the internet everyone can see
and it's not like i went to YOUR blog,
i'm not that free to view nor even say blog,

It's like DUH!
People cannot have same name, or people just simply hate you or whoever
hahaha..

Don't everytime YOUR blog happen anything come and find me
Hello, i'm so pissed off by these actions
damn! childish can? Think or even check before you do things
Don't come say people without any proof
Hate it when i never people say i do

1 day i will just go down and punch whoever
i'm just pissed off
argh, Learnt more bout web design (:
Back to creating game today
Next week, ANIMATION DESIGN!

Yawnz im tired recently have been adicted to audition and keep playing at night LOL
Made me so tired and can't sleep
I'm so tired now

Mum called me just now asking me to learn car,
and she will buy a car for me when the time comes and when i have pass my car lic
can't wait
damn happy
so thurs i will be enrolling in either BBDC or SSDC
which one should i choose (:

I should learn faster and so that i can get lic and car soon!
but i will have to give up my bike,
but till then wait till then shall i make my move
guess i should just remain silent about my bike
damn that dad go complain to my mom
I knew this would happened,

oh god i'm damn broke

Heard the news, and i can't believe it damn shocking. Seriously... Nur (The one posting beside me while i (using FTT book to cover my face) while we was having training at Butter

The last time i saw her was at Boat Quay 13th June she went up to NOS to find me. And i never expect that to be the last.

Damn sad yesterday went to her funeral, reach at 12plus ride all the way to an unfamilar place at Jurong East waited for her body to be back which was 2pm plus, and waited for them to bathe body till 4plus.

When we got to see her, she was closing her eyes, pale face.
Was so unbelieveable that we were all the while there waiting for her body!

Amy left for work early and i ride her back home, Yatie cried. I wanted to go to the place where they bury her, but no one is going.

Nur, you will always be in our memories and we will always miss you.