Love me for who i am and not who i am to be.
For i'm a child seeking for the way into your heart.
Miss someone is a reaction from your heart that you long to see that someone.
it's something that prompt you to want to find and to be found.

currently i'm sick.
but didn't went to see doctor for, the queue is hell long when i reach there.
so in the end never see doctor, later buying medicine anyhow eat then forget it
i'm so freaking tired now.
headache !! i want go school today, but somehow i cannot get up.
and early in the morning i went black out.
really not feeling well.

i seems so weak ?
emotionally i have become stronger.
yawns i'm so tired.

till than. . .

Healed may it be.
Though it's not all but slowly i'm.

Now am in school, doing nothing.
Actually suppose be doing the English programme (Mission impossible)
PENGZ lame-mo

These past few days make me realise that i really need to be stronger
stronger then yesterday.
Day by day i'm growing up, not by these issue to stop me from persuing my dreams
Stress is like impossible = nothing.

i will held your hand and say.
what i really had in my heart, cause inside i'm crying out.
what i really want.

unbreak my heart, free my soul from this devastated world.
stop inflicting pains to my soul, it's unbearable.
what have i done wrong to deserve this?

once hurt twice shy, yet isn't anyone but her.
you promise me you wouldn't hurt me, yet.
what should i say, i wouldn't say anything.
i just remember what she has told you.
told you how you don't know how she felt bout you.

i've been suffering heart ache since.

didn't went school today.
had a serious stomach ache in the morning.
i seriously think that i really needed a professional doctor to check it out, what exactly i'm having. why am i having frequent pains.
*sigh
seriously i feel the pain in my heart. why must i go school, when everybody in school treats me so. cold.
Teacher don't care about me. Check paper, can just walked pass me without checking mine. Biased? She seriously suck! To hell with you!
Ms Tay, i never talked to her, every teacher like whatever me?
Don't think i don't what all of you say behind my back.
Seriously i think you're the ones that made me don't wanna go school too.
As in aren't teachers should be caring BUT, for GOD's sake, naval base teachers are all bitches and basturd.
On the outside they may look like ANGEL's from heaven. But wait till yo CHECK out their inner heart, it will make you SHUT YOUR MOUTH UP.
Seriously, i must do well this year to get into MCM (:
*sigh
Shall move where?
Where do dad wanna move?
Seriously i did change for the better.
I hate quarrels, sometimes i just don't get it.
why now i can after a quarrel, if that person were to JUST come and talk to me. I'll be fine. seriously, i think that by quarreling is just wasting time.
*sigh
just don't understand what are those people thinking.
*awwww... stomach ache again. gonna continue my maths paper 2