Saw a couple kissing and patting in bus and that guy and girl
was particularly asshole?
pengz that girl was like *ah pain pain - in malay
and guess what i saw?
that guy was touching that girl breast and her private part in bus?!
that is not all, but for people to french kiss in bus i think is quite normal
yep giving love bite in bus
BUT since they so horny why don't go home and have sex for all they want?
Outside in public bus, pengz
Should have take video with it.

By monday i have to complete 10 composition which i haven't really done one yet.
For what? Mdm sheela ask me to do it.
Steady! I'll complete it, in order to improve my English by making less mistake
and stop writing as if i'm talking in my composition.
10 compo,
the first one that i'm starting now is a common story [temptation]
is about a girl with eating-disorder yada yada yada......

Maybe the second gonna write about those kinda of EMO stories
sian by half actually writing bout that kind of story, WHY?
cause no creativeness!!!!

always love and break up and blah blah blah.....
but . . . i think i just simply write those kind of stories better then normal ones.

things i know are kept inside as a secret
not letting people know how i really felt is a pain.
but what can they do or i do to?

Take a detour to my heart and you will know how i felt
Thousands of knife stab inside of me
So deep that that it can't be seen on the outside
That thick mask i'm wearing,
to cover my emotions have i done that well?

To omit the pain in my heart,
i have no choice but to be like this
For sometime somethings are meant not to be known

sometimes i just don't felt i'm my ownself anymore
sometimes i need to just talk and get it over
sometimes i'm happy yet sad.
sometimes, sometimes.


[Tamia - If i were you]
I look in the mirror, with you in my arms
And I see a reflection
Of a smile that says you believe in love
And just for a moment, I drifted away
But I couldn't stay cuz
A hint of love, a bit of fear
I'm tryin' to say

If I were you, I wouldn't be here
If I were you I would stay right where you are
I wouldn't come near this broken heart
Just turn around and leave here
And find someone who won't hurt you
Make sure that she still believes in love
Cuz I think my heart has given up
If I were you, I wouldn't be here
Ooh yeah

I'm tryin' to protect you
From the lies that your heart tells
Even though it says that you love me
All I see is pain and misery
Seasons may change
But I can't forget the days of old
My heart ached when you walked away
I said I'd never love again

If I were you, I wouldn't be here
If I were you I would stay right where you are
I wouldn't come near this broken heart
Just turn around and leave here
And find someone who won't hurt you
Make sure that she still believes in love
Cuz I think my heart has given up
If I were you, I wouldn't be here

The days go by
And I feel that you could make me happy
Time goes on
And I feel that love is at my door
And though I tell myself that you're the one
Who said those words before
Thought it hurts too much
I can't trust in love
Again
Again

If I were you, I wouldn't be here
If I were you I would stay right where you are
I wouldn't come near this broken heart
Just turn around and leave here
And find someone who won't hurt you
Make sure that she still believes in love
Cuz my heart has given up

If I were you, I wouldn't be here
If I were you I would stay right where you are
I wouldn't come near this broken heart
Just turn around and leave here
And find someone who won't hurt you
Make sure that she still believes in love

If I were you, I wouldn't be here
If I were you I would stay right where you are
I wouldn't come near this broken heart
Just turn around and leave here
And find someone who won't hurt you
Make sure that she still believes in love
My heart has given up
Can't be here

If I were you, I wouldn't be here
If I were you I would stay right where you are
Cuz my heart has given up
If I were you, I wouldn't be here
Ooh
I wouldn't, if I were you
I wouldn't be here
Oh oh oh

Just saw my *best friend* pengz ...
pengz nothing to say. O'level comin argh.
study hard for it and do well for this one and last time and bloody hell get me into
a better school HOPEFULLY.
though i didn't do well for my prelim which i think i have flung it as it was not the results that i have expected though.
i'm trying my best to study even though am sick (:
haha yesterday studied till 4plus then was awake till 7am and now am outside HAAH pro right?!
Believe that with hard work, results would shown.
How come this seems to be happenin like what's happening last year?!
are there obstacles preventing or is this my excuse to push the blame to the external issue of this.
i cannot omit the thought that run wild in me, just the thoughts of getting the red slip of paper again makes me, feel the tension and pain last year.

the unstopable broke down i had while i was in the hall.
sucks everything is so sucks.
But from the set back i had last year, i'm now ready to face it all over again.
Climb out of the well that i have dropped into, stand up and become positive once again.

ARGH i hate my *best friend*
the look at my *bestie makes me wanna puke
that person have pea that rattle in a skull of a flea.
bloody pea brain.
sucker ass argh argh. . . haha kidding lah i hold no grudge for no one.
even if i have, silence is the best revenge.
lose a friend like my bestie is okay.
i have no harm no point being friend when everything was. . FAKE!