被骗是心甘情愿
爱情哪里有永远
喝醉说出的字眼
我当做誓言
逼你将谎言假戏真演
作贱真心我只要眼前
别看我
决堤的双眼
誓言谎言一样缠绵
抱紧我抱紧一点
缘份是可怜
受伤是亏欠
梦醒以后梦丈深渊
誓言谎言一样欺骗
我只求再爱一遍
沉睡是幸福
清醒太痛苦
我要的谎句句是绝路
(music)
被骗是心甘情愿
爱情哪里有永远
喝醉说出的字眼
我当做誓言
逼你将谎言假戏真演
作贱真心我只要眼前
别看我
决堤的双眼
誓言谎言一样缠绵
抱紧我抱紧一点
缘份是可怜
受伤是亏欠
梦醒以后梦丈深渊
誓言谎言一样欺骗
我只求再爱一遍
沉睡是幸福
清醒太痛苦
我要的谎句句是绝路
给不了你的爱都是泥沼
要不到我的苦自设圈套
梦自演自导
不到心碎我绝不放掉
誓言谎言一样缠绵
抱紧我抱紧一点
缘份是可怜
受伤是亏欠
梦醒以后梦丈深渊
誓言谎言一样欺骗
我只求再爱一遍
沉睡是幸福
清醒太痛苦
我要的谎句句是绝路
沉睡是幸福
清醒太痛苦
我要的谎句句是绝路

Got my posting.
Was post to republic polytechnic; sport and exercise science.
Ya that's was what i selected.
PENGZ...11th or 12th choice.
damn was i that stupid?
pengz i thought i could do well on my own for O'level

okay whatever is pass is the past.
now look forward to the future in republic poly.
maybe will be a different thing?

shucks.

Different people in the working industry
some are good and some may not be the type that you think or claim to be.
initially...
just don't understand why there are the "bad" type of people
i mean why can't everyone just be good aiyah.

somehow i would reminicse of carl's jr
people there are more fun and friendly
maybe that's the different of a bar and carl's jr?

i'm not saying that the place i'm working now people are not friendly.
or maybe it's work that they are more serious.

somehow something i just don't get it.
i'm trying though to be someone i'm NOT (:

Yeah ! I got my laptop ! -.-
thought it's isn't what i really want but what to do?
dearest mummy is not that rich now haha.
-.- anyway few days back my first time visit batam.
and that goes for my dad GUESS what happen?
i'm stuck there for one day can you believe it?! haha pengz
my first time visit yet kana stuck there, no ferry back!!!

-.- anyway got there can die if you know nuts bout malay
lucky my dad still have kecit knowledge of malay -.-

work today and tomorrow money money money !!
poly posting out on 19th hope i can get into a good poly. (hopefully not rp)

挑一张耶诞卡写上
满满祝福的话
地址写的是心底
你能不能收到它
天有点冷风有点大
城市宁静而喧哗
这一个冬天我得
一个人走回家
问自己习惯了吗
没有你每到夜里回声变得好大
有没有什么好方法
让寂寞变听话
你最近还好吗
是不是也在思念里挣扎
你说会记得我还记得吗
你最近还好吗
忙碌吗累吗心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快乐出发
有再多的牵挂都
已没有权利表达(没有权利表达)
旧情人给的问候
比陌生人还尴尬(都还尴尬)
昨天远了明天还长
回忆模糊但巨大
这样的深夜眼泪要怎样不流下

It's been sometime since i last blog.
Happy new year to everyone!
Gamble in the morning with my dad and joanna; HAHA! won quite alot (:
i'm still learning majong!!!
i'm so noob as compare to MUMMY!!! =.=
maybe i will picked up soon.
GENES! haha pengz

Let's blogged bout NY eve eve.
Had a kinda big quarrel with someone*.
had a fight too =.= at bugis some staircase.
*ting ting ting winner is me. -.-
anyway this isn't a nice thing to blog too.
remember next time don't say you wanna die already okay (:
Life is precious. xD

-.- someone* said i liked someone else LOL
I very hard to understand ma?
All i can do is kindly asked you* not to think so much. (:



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when saddness overflows
when life seems to be over taken by L.O.V.E
what can we do.
merely a human has much feeling to consider.
Is hiding the solution to everything?
Or by telling out the truth?
what can we do to overcome the E.M.O.T.I.O.N?
why can someone hurts so much inside yet smile to that someone that hurt her?
why can someone hates someone yet deep down still loves her?
Is L.O.V.E the only thing that we need in our life??


dang lei shui di liu de shi hou
wo yi kai shi you le zhi jue
na shi ni yi li wo hao yuan
mei li you zai shou hou zhe ni
ni yi bu shi wo de
dan yuan ni bu yao wang le wo
bu yao wang ji wo her ni de hui yi
ru guo zhen de bu de yi wang le wo
wo xi wang ni neng xiang kuai le zou qu

ru guo zhen xiang ba wo wang le
wang le na xin tong huo mei hao de hui yi
na jiu ba wo che di de tong hen
hen wo bao yuan wo shuo wo shi bian zi
yin wei zhi you zhe yang wo cai hui bi jiao an xin

*above is nothing .............. write for fun.

someone says*
will i feel better and happier and feel that i have more freedom if that
someone leave me.

haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii~~~~~

i'll feel happier if you happier and don't ever had sucide thoughts.......
i don't feel like blogging.