当你选择了云的距离
就这么自私做个决定
冲破天际飞去
排山倒海崩塌的回忆
也许无刻袭击我的心
痛得不能自己

或许你以为把这一座城市抛开
就可以纠结伤害
却不明白我需要你的爱
不管多少阻碍不求什么未来
不管命运会怎么安排
我会用眼泪洗去所有的不堪
狠狠地把心痛了断
深深地把一切重来

我需要你的爱像掉进了深海
也像坠落悬崖找不到地方可以逃开
别让那些谎言把爱给活埋
当心碎成一块一块
当爱碎曾一断一断
我会等待你的爱

我会等待(我会等待)



-.- drink, drank drunk
pengz went admiral with yk and stef after i went gym with
yt, rendy, yt friend (samuel)
train my abs and stuff hahaha
oh yah my hydroxyicut HARDCORE came
damn that berlinda huang ling LOL she say porn grr =.=

oh ya, drank 2 barrel of heiniken and ate sotong balls and calamari (:
im always stone-ing other then drinking lots of beer with stef
pengz, maybe in my mind was thinking
i want to get drunk i want to get drunk
but how fast i drink or what is still the same

until when going back home, i no cig already then took darren cig
smoke 2 mouth DAMN HIGH! then i started to become very seh suddenly
den same feeling like that time LONG AGO drink with april but not so jia lat
that time is the worst.
but i also end up vomiting =.= FCUK i hate it

okay entertainment time...


Feel like a clown
hiding my faces to the crowd
the thicker the make up
the more fear im impose of the fear that may expose to them
but i feel like dying
suffocation is killing me
i need to breath

the law give people 2nd chance
father and son give each other zillions of chances
but if i gave you chance
will you give me the chance that i want
or i give other people chance
will i get another chance
the answer is no
is this fair?
no
but this is the fucking reality
the world is so complicated with fucked up people everywhere
they say everyone is here for a purpose
then what is mine?



im just nothing in people's eye
nothing.
absolute nothing
but a fucked up person
doing in this fucked up world
listening to the fucked up beat of the clock
tickling my life away in this fucked up world