Happy bdae to TSY DCB
i didn't went to cut cake, cause i sprain my back near shoulder now super pain
went home without my keys
called my dad to open the door
then went into my room, he nagged and rubbed my shoulder for me.
THANKS but im sorry that i once lied to you.
Lie to you i play basketball injured myself,
but actual fact i injured while training.
I lied to my mom too
sometime i just don't want them to worry to me.
they are old already
hais, how i wish i can accompany them everyday.
how i wish to have a happy family.
i hope to fight to earn money.
he nagged, suddenly i felt i have been so foolish to hate him now and then.
to know that he still care
otherwise he wouldn't have rubbed my shoulder so long till i nearly slept
even though its painful
i can't take off shirt and wear shirt without the pain
can't turn my head either.
wrist is pain too.
and that asshole ashley accidently elbow my head -.-
now got one big bump there.
its not i love injuries,i just don't mind in order to become stronger.

Life is full of regrets
at least
but today i heard something
very meaningful i think
i felt real.
maybe at least.
yt said that nothing is too late
i hope so.
i hope i'm not too late to say everything
i hope i'm not.

suddenly i miss my parents
they are so near yet so far
i hope i have the money to cure my mother
i hope i have the time and money to buy a house and accompany my dad
regret
recently i also regret one thing.

feel like crying
yet i don't want to
not that i'm emotional
anyway i'll be alright tomorrow
i hope the pengz now is not hiding under a mask
it's very tiring.