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Saturday, October 25, 2008

@ 8:24 PM

Am i slow or what?
Now then i wanna watch The L word damn
hahaha anyway went NOS yesterday with THEM (: 8 of us now hahhaa

Guess what it was fun though
hahaha.. I AM SO IN LOVE WITH SHANE AND CARMEN
they are sooOoo fuck damn cool in the L word
how i wish i had shane's (katerine moening) body
she's H.O.T HOT! hahah pengz

Finally tomorrow im working
hope there arent many people going down
yep (:

NOS was a crazy shit of experience
hehh.. they all seems to click well eh..
hhahaha how i wish i was a fucker =.=
okay im bull-shit

Someone went into hospital
please do visit that someone if you want
Tan Tock Seng Hospital
Ward 90 bed 119
i post it for you all to go for visiting session =.=

I don't know what's your real intention and reason
and i don't wish to hear it
what i know that you and me are of the past
i still say it
i can't predict the future
and what i want to say and i always say is that
hello you're old enough to think for yourself
you want go drinking session
smoke till you rot i don't care
just don't do this kinda of stuff and say you had problems with your friends
who will your parents and others think about your friends?
And i think the first few people to guess is already us.

why are you always NOT using your pea brain to think about things first before you do
is all this fun?
no i don't think so
so how many have you *ahem this time

you know what i simply detest this kinda of behavior
drink and smoke is fine
BUT NOT THIS!
it's not i dont wanna trust you
is you make use of my trust too many a times
you used my soft-hearted character and lie and believe you and always stand there for you
WHAT MORE YOU WANT...
i used to care and always be there and BELIEVE IN YOU AND HELPED YOU IN WAYS
and sometimes i know i would get hurt or hate
BUT I'M THERE to SUPPORT
and what you do is lie and take all this FUCK SHIT FOR HELL FUCKING GRANTED

I ALREADY SAID YOU KNOW FOR FUCK SHIT
Jolly well what you yourself have done
dont tell me you're fuck shit drunk
AND I REALLY DONT WANT HEAR ANYMORE OF I LOVE YOU FROM YOU
it will only FUCKING irritate me to the MAX!

what you do and what you say are different
YOU LIE when i piece up all my facts
FUCKING HELL WHY DO THAT
why still hold on to me and say you love me for fuck shit you know i don't

IM NOT FUCKING SCOLDING ANYONE
im just vending my emotions
for hell you can do something and say something
DAMN I HATE YOUR CLEVER-NESS to make fun of my STUPIDITY
am i really that GOD DAMN FUCK DAMN DUMB?

whatever...
i pity you seriously
pity you why had to do this
i have far more AWAKING WORDS TO WAKE YOUR FUCK DREAM UP
you liar I KNOW YOU LOVE ME NO MORE
SO FOR HELL SAKE DONT SAY IT AND DO ANOTHER KINDA STUFF
IRRIATING!

It's not the last farewell ♥