♥ Memories are meant to fade for us to move on

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

@ 12:59 PM

YES I DID IT!!!! YES!!! YEAH!!! VAL IS SO CLEVER!! (:
but i bet there other ways to disable this too =.=
Blog is just so dangerous (:

~~Sigh so sad~~
im so so so sad
You told me you sad bout your past
okay i understand..
but aren't those past already past why will be sad
aren't you move on?

you told me bout how JW treat you
make me so like giving up
if you think he is so good why love me?
if i don't love you why would i ask you to be together?
why can't i even be friend with my 6 other best friend

i like to be friend with them
you can message and care for him
you can go accompany people at their school for their break
why not me?
am i that so not important?
what am i to you?

you said you don''t know what am i thinking
i also don't know what you thinking.
you give me the feeling you still like him a lot

sigh ..
i feel so suck
you tell me bout him so much is for me to give up?
i can't do anything sia..
really nothing

only people whom really understand will understand
I FEEL SO WEAK..
I NEED TO BE STRONGER
I simply feel so sad..
so feel like drinking

Hello peeps,

~~If you know nuts bout me~~
Don't judge me without knowing me..
First impression will only give you the surface
Deep down those feeling who will know
Who will really understand
Sucks..
I pin down my thoughts my feeling
Not for people to judge..
Entertain, i would say entertaining even though it wasn't entertaining at all

~~I hate to shed tear infront of anybody~~
I hate the feeling of being weak
I need to be stronger
I feel that one day i will just break-down
To people maybe i am fine
I laugh i looked okay
Maybe that will only be the times i laugh
So please treasure when i laugh

Yawns
Sigh~
I also want eat that ***SOMETHING
I want i want i want!!!!

Fuck my Life
Fuck my Background
Actually i have a good life (:
Actually i am contradicting myself

I want to shout
I want to drink
I want to fight
I want to ...Argh

I want to relieve ..
(pUuuUuuuuUuuTtTtt~~~~)
What a relieve (:
hahahaa..
I hate ME, MYSELF and I

Hate myself for being ~~weak~~...

It's not the last farewell ♥