No one will wait forever
everybody moves on, but some stuck refuse to move on
but my motto of live
Memories are meant to fade for us to move on
true?
No, cause memories do not erase by themself

I've one secret kept long
super long
damn no one knows
and can not put into words
cannot pin down
cannot write down

another thing
I like remain this way
simple,
because..
i ***** ** **** *** ****** * ****
but ****** this way is happy enough
because * ***** *** ** **** *** ****** * ****
*** ******** but ********
****** **** *** ****
BECAUSE I HAVE ALREADY **** *** ******

seriously
i hope to write it down

i really hope that ****** can understand
oh yah i hope to turn back the fucking time

so everything doesn't happen

** *** ** *** *** will be the ****** **** * ****

My current goal is to work hard
may it be studies or current work

sigh hope to get bike licence soon
so that i can be despatch rider
cause i can't work full time with butter factory after i reopen school
that's sad
cause means no income
till then i will work hard

i don't know what the future will be for me
but i will await
and there's a part of me still left behind (:
which part?

secret..