To me everything changes in split seconds
working is hard
but i had to endure
for my life isn't in luxurious

I can't blame upon my life
cause i still lucky

Seeing people having fun
while working from night till the sun rise
i don't mind
cause at the start i really can't now
slowly people improve

With those nice colleagues there
i'm contented
sometimes i think
working is another choice
is a choice to let don't think bout some things
relief for that some things
but care totally into my work

but what if i stop working?


I've far more things i knew from human that teaches me
I just can't understand
human beings
with each and everyone thinking differently

Never regret your choice
Regret and still have the chance
there's so many saying
so which is the truth

Seriously the truth is
bout LOVE
i didn't want to have a single thought bout it
it's pure stress
for people that are so stupid to think that a guy and female
or a bung and any girl that can't be pure friends GOD that's stupid
but when it turns out .. something

sigh I REALLY do NOT want to grow up!

Love comes and go why not take the natural course
i just understand WHY PEOPLE DO NOT UNDERSTAND WHAT I SAY!

My care and everything people just don't understand
pure shit?
I talk harshly is because i'm LIKE THAT!
that's why i wanna change myself

recently i felt bit by bit
BUT i still can't stop myself when angry
vulgarities just came out non-stop till i cool myself down
I wanna change all this

before i would consider love ONCE AGAIN
sick and tired
yet...i'm so NOT OVER IT!!
i think people whom know or don't know me will be puzzled
and think other ways bout that I'm so NOT OVER IT!

forget it
Don't ask me
talk bout love makes me agigtated now
seriously for some..

For people whom they think they know me
please stop it
Jus F*** off
you will never know a shit bout me if you're NOT ME!!

i'm ultimate stress