Freaking having stomach ache..
Yang Han class opposite my class while YT class was beside YH class!!
HAHAHHA!!
YEAHHHH!!
now am at YT class waiting for her to finish her RJ (:

Ps/ is my hair that ugly?
(Side track a while)

back, later going smoke with Yt and her classmates at coffee shop ba
so boring after school no where to go ):
i wanna work..

Ps/ ANYONE WILLING TO LEND A FEW K/s?
(Sadden got bike licence no BIKE ): )
awww....

concentrating on my car now..
BUT
no money to go car practical too due to .... saving money for BIKE
GOD
i don't know how the hell to tell my mom and dad lo
later see my licence got one 2B i will be so DEAD!! ):

HAHAHHAHA..
SAVE MONEY
HOPE I STRIKE 4D, TOTO
AMITABA... =.= (spell correctly?)

damn heard a lot of my class mate studying fajar
hahaha..assumption
AND STAY BP
OH GOD!!
felt like fainting...GRRRR

=.= cannot stand some people...
why have to act until sooOooo.. aww whatever
yuck, get outta my sight disgust me (:

Am i just cute? God (: hahaha having class now OH god anyway this is my new hairstyle.

AND THAT ASSHOLE YT!!
just now walked pass my class to laugh at my BANGS!! -.-

Bike PASS!! (:
was so damn scare but sadly i have to pon and my result aren't that ultra good (:
but it's ok as long as i pass (:

Today's module creative concept haha
was asked to do this quiz so guess i could share this (:

http://www.asktheinternettherapist.com/rhtest.asp

http://www.enneagraminstitute.com/descript.asp

I'm type 8 and type 3 (:

The Powerful, Dominating Type: Self-Confident, Decisive, Willful, and Confrontational (type 8)

The Success-Oriented, Pragmatic Type: Adaptive, Excelling, Driven, and Image-Conscious (type 3)

ANYWAY .. i wanna join basketball (:

Didn't sleep well yesterday
since that encounter at the international building
i have weird feelings since then
like people looking at me sleeping
when i close my eyes ..
i see eyes.. angry eyes looking at me
then i will be sweating like shit
yet don't wanna take off my blanket cause i'm scare..
sigh*


anyway today module is art and critisim -.-
i'm so tired due to lack of sleep..

post some photos that i took in school for today module (:

Addicted to Calvin klein (:
Yeah bought NUM flip flop but this time is yellow and black..

Yawns tomorrow school NITE

Sometimes i realise how fake can people be,
pretend to be good in front of you
yet can also stab thousands of knife behind your back
just don't realise why the people i met are always like that?

can't they be more simple
i just then realise my father words
sigh
i so don't feel like growing up

having to know the dark side of human nature
am i that bad
sometimes i think to myself

i mean all i do also for the sake of clearing things fast
or do for the good of people
without even saying out
but people just do not realise YET
take me for granted
i'm feeling so fuck up now
soooOOooo bloody fuck up now

sigh..


how i wish ..
i never grow up
when i was younger all i think was FASTER GROW UP
sigh now i realise
things aren't so simple
not everything can be so simple
life goes on
adapt of die

Early morning already had a bad day fuck, anyway i woke up late
BUT i so feel like blogging before going school to install my programme Photoshop CS4 (:

* This may be confusing for some to read (:
YYY - the person close friend
ZZZ - the person who send the message
XXX - my friend


Imagine someone whom used to be very closed to another friend, just that recently lost a bit of contact maybe due to work, school or anything..

message another friend who recently got abit of contact..

(shall not name the person)

You and XXX this few days this few days meet up with YYY (which is that friend). Did YYY ask anything bout ZZZ (which is the person who send me) or did me and XXX say anything to YYY

(by this sentence what will people think?)

(Message 2)
I don't care about other things, just my friendship with YYY. If you two (ME and XXX) did say anything to YYY, please tell ZZZ (This sentence PURE thinking that me and ZZZ did) or if i know ZZZ got say anything bout ZZZ (which is the person), tell ZZZ too. If me and XXX did say anything, if its true or untrue, don't say anymore. I (ZZZ) never do or want anything now. You two ( Me and XXX ) just leave me (ZZZ) alone, i really never bother you two (me and XXX) anymore. i left already. I REALLY REALLY HOPE YOU TWO DON'T DO ANYTHINGS BEHIND ME PLEASE ( WAH LAO, i was working when i receive this message i read already DAMN SHOCK.. now what ? This person is accusing me and my friend eh!! PURE ACCUSE )
What's wrong with YYY please. Thanks. Sorry to disturb trouble you. Really one last time already sorry. ( The behind part was a little courteous i say LOL!! )


This 2 message is pure copy and paste and translated
Actually before this 2 message are something like:

*Reply urgent

then another one is asked if YYY change number because YYY never reply ZZZ

The 1st message i reply

Crazy you don't come and anyhow blame me i tell you, i never say anything.
got thing just ask her (YYY) crazy say i anyhow say you (ZZZ).. go ask first then come talk to me la..

2nd message i reply

We (me, XXX and YYY) meet up also drink. you don't believe ask her (YYY) or YYY friend don't anyhow come and say people i'm super piss

3rd message i reply (cause after i know never reply then i message YYY see if got reply cause can't be never reply or else YYY is busy, so i message YYY to see if got reply. This is before YYY reply)

You're weird enough, she (YYY) also never reply me. can't you (ZZZ) think she's (YYY) busy r never see phone or what, must think i anyhow say things? So i'm like this in your f***king eye.. then must i think how my image have been gone in your friends eye.. bloody hell

GUESS WHAT DID ZZZ reply

* Ok

after i say so much..i was piss so reply like that
but the last message , don't people think what i say was true?
Really what, why would someone don't want reply
cause maybe that person is BUSY!!
OR FORGET
OR NEVER SEE PHONE
SIMPLE!!
YET this person can think that I SAY ZZZ
OH GOD!!
I'm so piss and i'm so fucking LATE!!

Muahahhaha
just came back from .. 40degree which is ba-kah daddy pub
and.. went Dbl O (:
Eleanor i wrote something and asked your colleague to pass to you (: hahahaha

Then me, yk, stef, fioan and BA-KAH
went NOS =.= drank beer
in the middle this 2 guys treat the 5 of us martell w/coke =.=
err..
hahaaha okay lah not bad

yawns i'm sooOooOoo tired NITE GUYS
back to watching Nanny daddy first IM SO ADDICTED

Wow yesterday was a tough day PH eve till 5am
reach home bout 7 ate then drop dead =.=
woke up but really still ultimate tired
i don't wanna wear contacts anymore
dried up my whole eye =.=
ACA 2 was super ultra hot
i was like in a sauna session while working there
Yea, yesterday end smoothly BUT GOT 1 VOID
due to that new bartender asked me to write then music too loud can't hear properly )"

haha..but it's okay cash and everything is all CORRECT YESH!!
i'm so tired
yesterday before work ate soup spoon again
yum yum
but the wrap i order a bit suck
thing i order the wrong thing
LOL.. FULL of VEGETABLES
-.- when i cut still got the cutting raw vegetables sound POWER!!

gtg im late

im so tired nite!
soup spoon later @ 530 (:

really do not unds some freak
seriously how childish can you be
please grow up..

Seems like i know how stupid am i to believe in you
i think you're the one who is hypocrite
and i'm so dumb
so f.stupid
OH GOD
stop this man
this is so fucking childish
.. ON THE NET

GOD!!

I'm having some f.up feeling due to some childish people send message
GOD..
can't simply couldn't stand it
you want have a boyfriend or already have a boyfriend
please don't be so proud ..
or be too proud ..
to come and lao lan with me
whole nite i kept thinking how to slap that f.up person
i'm simply so.. angry but..
angry at childish people is pure wasting my time
because as i say
.. i do not need people
and if you need people or have people that's your own problem
don't need come and tell me
like one crazy bitch
bye take care friend (:
like that oh randomly
are you crazy or what..

YK:
You did that purposely right
i told you it's nth yet you come and blog tell me
if you continue
i won't tell you a single stuff

check this out

http://www.razor.tv/site/servlet/segment/main/lifestyle/25896.html

weetabix
pengz is too immune to see couples together happily
but pengz can't immune to sickness and pains

pengz is having 1 meals lately
and..another in the morning before pengz went to sleep in the morning
(ps. provided there are food that pengz fancy at home)
or else it would be 2 egg..WHITE (:

pengz is craving for steamboat for a long time
with a spicy soup base of tom yum.. YUMMY


pengz do not know living have got any meaning for pengz not
but pengz is contended to have at least good friends around that have not forgotten
bout pengz's attributes and good points

pengz detest to show pengz bad points
pengz is changing
but is trying so hard
pengz will be sad after scolding people
and pengz doesn't want to cause pengz do not want to hurt people
but sometimes
people just come their way and scold pengz
and pengz will get very angry
but fear not pengz is trying hard to change
and lastly pengz detest scolding vulgarities
but pengz always do that
so pengz is also trying hard to change

pengz do not know should pengz envy couples
but pengz just do not envy them a little at all
maybe pengz lost all interest
pengz really do not know what to do anymore
sometimes pengz is so stress

pengz felt that writting ramdom stuff cures
but not for long
pengz is not emo
and do not like to be label that way
(ps, maybe in the past)

PENGZ REALLY HATES PEOPLE THAT RAKE UP PENGZ PAST
PENGZ WILL NOT TOLERATE THIS
MAY IT BE 14 YEAR OLD THAT INCIDENT
MAY IT BE 16 YEAR OLD THAT INCIDENT
WHATEVER IT IS,
PENGZ TRUST PEOPLE THAT THEY WOULDN'T USE THAT TO HURT PENGZ
BUT GUESS, PENGZ IS WRONG BOUT SOME PEOPLE THAT USES PENGZ PAST
USES PENGZ PAST TO KILL PENGZ
PENGZ IS WEAK AGAINST PENGZ PAST
THOUGH IT HAS PAST LONG
WHENEVER PEOPLE RAKE UP
PENGZ JUST TREAT IT'S THE PAST
BUT INSIDE
IT'S KILLING
IT HURTS
BECAUSE PEOPLE SEE PENGZ JUST LIKE THAT IF THEY RAKE UP THE PAST
SO WHAT
PEOPLE JUST DO NOT BELIEVE IT IS THE PAST
AND PENGZ DO NOT WISH TO SHARE WITH ANYONE, ANYMORE
PENGZ SHARE BECAUSE THEY WANT PEOPLE TO KNOW
AND ACCEPT PENGZ TRUTHFULLY
KNOWING IT'S A WEAKNESS
BUT PENGZ STILL DO SO
WHY..
BECAUSE PENGZ TRUST..
BUT PEOPLE BREAK THOSE LITTLE TRUST THAT CANNOT BE SEEN

WHAT REALLY MEANT TO PENGZ IS THOSE TRUST
PENGZ BELIEVES THAT WHITE LIE IS OKAY

God i'm fucking awake at this time
it really suck
fuck!
i'm damn pissed off..

It's not even 3 yet and don't know for fuck, there's dried up tears in my eye
i gonna be so tired later
TODAY WORKED TILL 5am

I'M FUCKING GONNA DIE

FUCK..
Today is another day
FRIDAY
BUSY BUSY BUSY

WED, FRIDAY AND SAT
the most busy days

God yesterday was bored
bored till i can slap some mosquitos

guess what fastest closing day
w/o void nor any wrong
oh god if yesterday got void or wrong i can go jump floor already

sad, i gonna change to part time already soon
but i haven't told them
guess i will tell them this coming sunday (:
after bike road revision i guess
yeah sunday is coming
and i'm so looking forward to.... MY OFF DAYS

school is reopening
April 20th
Bike TP is coming
April 23th

God i'm so excited bout getting bike already hiak hiak
i already save up some already (:
hope by then april 23th can pass and VROOM IS MY BIKE (:

still thinking bout which bike should i get sia
=/ i'm so tired.. yet i can't get to sleep
i'm like rolling here and there...

And i'm like falling sick already
GOD NO~!!!
I need to work for $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

Joanna came back from taiwan
and she said it was so fun!!

sigh..
i can't buy house yet
joanna said that i would need at LEAST 20k CASH
OH GOD HOW LONG I HAVE TO EARN W/O EATING LIKE HOW I SAVE FOR MY BIKE
-.- imagine 1 mth earn 1.2k
so 20k++ would be like
20k / 1.2k = GOD THAT IS around 1 year and 5 months !!

more over...
i will be changing part time soon
GOD THAT's SAD
sigh..
but for studies i have no choice

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HEY AMY BARBI.. REMEMBER IT WILL NEVER BE BABY
TAKE CARE OF YOUR... ERMM MOUTH !! no no i mean FACE
hope to see you soon for WORK!!
HAHHAHA... bored ehh no one to FIGHT HAHHAHA..
till then...

PENGZ shall sign off..
lighten my load
i feel so better
even w/o writing SOME THINGS DOWN

It's almost 6.30am in the morning and i just reach home..
had my supper which was my breakfast
was coughing badly
think i going sick too
hahaha ate 2 eggs, curry chicken and water chestnut soup..

Today reach workplace we were talking bout tue at arena
hahah damn funny lah that day (:

Sunday book road revision
think i gonna sacrific my precious sleep for sunday
monday going car practical HOPE I CAN WAKE UP
VAL MUST PERSERVER ON!!
After april 23th MUST GET BIKE !! (:

Just now coming back that time
Ito and That BARBI met with accident
actually not 2 only
is the transport that was going back to the west side
but then Ito hit on the head and that barbi 1 side of her face was swollen!!
wow they should be touched man
Yatie and As CAB BACK on their own cost!!
WOW so glad i have these type of colleague (:

Today ladies nite
I'm so glad that my cashier-ing improve a lot (:
today no excess or less money (:
everything was right except masters
CAUSE ACA1 recipt was with ME!!
grr..made me count so many times

didn't really had the mood to work
totally mood-less
but didn't show
just put on a smile and talk to everyone
after that was okay already..

working like that isn't stress
i think i'm adapting to it already

hahah even helped the bartender wash lots of glasses

Ladies nite
Free flow for guys and ladies from 10-1am
but guy need pay cover charge of $28
min age is 18!!
at the same time 10-1am it's one-for-one!
after 1am cover charge is $15 for guys with one free drink
while ladies is still free
just that after 1am no free flow

not a bad deal (:

hahaha.. PEOPLE
PLEASE COME VISIT ME!!
but usually i will be at the VIP
so that's so sad ):

okay shall end here ..
tomorrow we having retro nite?
which means FASH will be open ONLY!!
hiak hiak

signing off

PENGZ ZAI!!