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Wednesday, August 26, 2009

@ 8:52 PM

Biggest weakness - Pride

You think highly of yourself. You are very opinionated and often think your opinion is the best one. You love to debate and you can generally keep your cool, but... sometimes you get pretty heated when people don't understand your side. You love passionately and hurt deeply, but you rarely show it. Physical affection is hard for you, although sometimes you long for it. You've built up so many walls you don't know how to get them down. Underneath of it all you know your weaknesses, but you are afraid to let the world see. You are a perfectionist to an extreme degree and you don't do anything unless you do it right. You are loyal, but only if you choose to be. .

What am i hiding from myself - Love

You may love someone with all your heart but don't want to admit it to someone, so you hide it. You feel empty and longing but can't see why, even if the res...t of the world can. Love isn't easy to give but you make it impossible by hiding it from yourself..

Both are so true am i right to say?
Well no one actually sees it, or they does but i deny
True that love isn't easy to give but i make it impossible
That i do not love that someone true or false?

I don't want to admit it to someone
because i do not want to be in love,
funny isn't it?
though i long to
though i want to
i make it a NO NO thing hahahah!!

Love = hurt

I used to thought i could be a good gf
but i think and think about it again
no, i don't think i can give people security
TRUE?!
I guess even friends said that
Hahaha.. for me to know for you to find out

What past is past,
i shall look forward to my next change

1st r/s bought me to a gigantic change
so does the 2nd make me feel cheated
then i change drastically
mentally towards love change

I couldn't be who i was once...

or i was

I don't know
But i will look forward
But i doubt i will step into another r/s

simply it hurts to hurt people
simply it hurts to be hurt by people
simply i felt hopeless in love
simply i don't know
hahaha

enjoy being single now
but sadden...
cus fking people keep saying i flirt
damnit
i flirt what fk shyt

tmd don't know me do not act like you know me deep down
deep down what kinda person im i know jolly well
it's up to my mask now (:

It's not the last farewell ♥