I just don't know why is there people have the ability to love
Do i have the ability to love?
No, i dare not
Sometimes i just admire your guts, your ability
I'm not blind, just that i always don't say doesn't meant i do not know

I just want to close my eyes for everything
Studying even at this time

I know myself
That's why i dare not love
I know myself
That's why i do not want to say
I know myself
That's why i do not want to show
I know myself way too much
That i know i can't love

Someone told me
If you love that someone you should tell them
They have the rights to know
Another told me
If you love that someone, you should let the person know
Because you never know if that someone loves you
if she does, aren't too you're also hurting people
Hurting the one that feels what you felt too

My past, isn't that hurting maybe as compared to people
Everyone have to go through painful past
And they face the future
What may be of the future
No one knows
That's what i always tell people
Because a flower can blossom twice