Once hurt twice shy
I already given myself the verdict
but i just don't understand
How can i let it happened twice

I find that to love someone is hard
for i can't step into any r/s
because i do not know how to love someone

therefore i chose not to love
maybe even i do love
i felt something
i would choose not to

once hurt twice shy
Horoscope analysis always seems so true

Horoscope character always resemblance one or another
in one for another way

Analytical skills to interpret how one behaves

I don't know
but i still see differences in same horoscope characters though
but mostly are the same
because the "humanity" part is how we as a "someone"
behaves fully

Love you, love you not
the verdict is given
the answer is taken
judge and jury have decided

My mind is clear
my heart is broken
just like trees that shattered leafs
is just like how my heart feels

Although *someone* told me
The person you love have the rights to know that you love her,
although i have the rights to portray out my feelings

Maybe i just don't want to
maybe i'm running away

It's isn't that i cant be straight-forward
but i will hurt people

It isn't that i do not want to say about my feelings
but i guess no one really understands me

oh girl, i cry cry
You're my all
say goodbye
(HaruHaru)

when i laugh
beneath me may be crying

(Just kidding)

I just want to be who im now
yet,
i have so many things to say
i do not know where do i start
how should i start
where should i end
how should i end

last
how should i potray myself
what is my feeling
did anyone know?
how am i feeling deep down?