im so tired !!
work 1 - 11pm hahhaha..
outdoor i dont like! hot and no order ):
boring
my best friend = the cake fridge ):

hahaha.. keep wiping and close out door not bad
can train my muscle! hahah!! pengz yeah ate cheesy cakie again! (:
MUAHAHAHHA!!

today 1 side garlic and 5 ice cream only ):

sigh!

如果可以回头
我拎坑从来没有认识你

现在
我志愿我付出的爱
但愿知道
不可能会得到回报
但愿我的付出而不称是白费的

if loving someone isn't so hard
if i could be more heartless
if only, i could leave
if only i wouldn't make you sad
if only i could

time changes everything
maybe i could predict
maybe i already knew
maybe i felt

i couldn't change the fact
i also once told people that time changes everything
no one could predict what would happen next

i never knew too
it just happen
if time let it be like that
if things changes overtime
what to do just to accept the fact

i believe time changes everything
and i believe that things can changes
and no one could predict
cause i have gone and been through

no matter what happens
i only hope it happen for the best
worst come to worst
it will end up like that time

Entertainment time

i remember the tears i shed
no matter how long it pass
no matter how long we didn't meet
we didn't text
we talk

that sentence utterly broke my heart

all along,
all along the heart just felt that way

yet i know i have my limits to do things
i tried to forget
i tried to overcome
i could say
i couldn't do it

a phone call
i tried to hold back all my tears

once it end
it just shed

birthday suppose to be happy
yet girl i cried

the things you said
the little things you do
but didn't show
how i wish i could see it

but you didn't show
if loving me is so hard i rather fuck myself and die

i didn't meant to hurt anyone
i know im fucking stupid
i know im...

but i didn't want to hurt anyone
am i doing the wrong thing?

people scold me
yet i couldn't
im not like that
im not one that bear to hurt anyone
even the one i hate

fuck up life
fuck up my fucking life
seriously sometimes i will go crazy

it's always been like that
since that time

oh girl i cry, cry
you're my all
....but do i really have to say goodbye
i believe
people changes ...fast enough for you to know

i may be smiling yet my heart is utterly breaking
how many people am i hurting or am not
or am i thinking thinking too much because people may not give a damn fuck about me

life goes on
if moving on soothe the heart
i rather people move on and hurt me and myself
i rather take all the pain and fucking DIE!

Love isn't as simple as you think
neither it's complicated
fucked up life

i work to smile
i work to forget again
i work so that i do not think
but i love my job
am i?
yes maybe i do (:

yes i really do bah

im not emo
this is for entertainment
its not me (:

im fine
im good
im happy
im not hurt
im not in pain
if i were in your shoes
w/o being in your shoes i already know how it felt
done that been through
so i know
if tiring
i rather .. not being loved

if hurts i rather i fuck off and not being love
i rather being hate and fuck off
am i true to myself?
yes i think im
maybe not (:

god im tired
fuck up life


IM SO FUCKED UP HATE ME!