Just came back to 921
since so long since i drank maybe aft Yn bdae @ chalet
i don't fancy to drink neither i want to
just realise i smoke more and more
GOD!

Tomorrow gonna go find my mom after sch (:
told her about it she seems cool

sigh
bout my mom
i have nth to say
except i ain filial enough i think
sigh

i gonna earn more money
on my art items simply cost me more then hundred
sigh
im broke after i got my recent pay again

Mac book pro and DSLR seems further
i got to hear from my bro that WE have a opportunity to earn money
(: shall not mention it
hahah i so wanna be duck now to earn money ASAP
im so in need !!

I came to a realisation that love slip away too fast to realise
and i also think that,
no matter how well i do
i can never blend into some one's life
my life is either work or school
being in difficult shoes if i have a partner i guess
i won't have time to meet em up i guess
maybe for those that came down like my bro to do work together
HAHAHA.. but that's my bro only (:

PD rejected have to redo sigh
damn you lam fung
YEAH! tomorrow my DSLR is ready to be collected !
god damn im so excited!

Gonna have a holiday session to take pictures!
for my portfolio
i want to be hardworking
im happy and fluttered that my faci said that i have potential yet...

Love comes and go
we have to give and take
let it go, open our hearts to let it in

Guess the chance have pass by again
or maybe the chance isn't mine @ all
times and times i just wanna know the truth
and times and times i knew the truth
truth aren't always so soothing as it seems
it hurts and make wonders

once again love slip away
some one told me never give up the person you love
i never did but i have to
but it's the past already
once i have put down my mind set, it's set

am i just so hard to guess?
rather i think im easiler to be cheated rather i cheat
(: sad to think this way but it's the truth
how many times do i have to let love slip away then i realise i really have to hold real tight
BUT at times when you hold real tight people just suffocate and leave

alright PD time
sigh...