Just came back to cancel my slot for Tue due to i can't work
forgotten I've got car practical aww
damn! and i don't dare say
like so last min
my responsibility to check yet i didn't aww
HOW?!

Called Terence to change
he can, but i don't dare tell my sm aww
GOD!

phew going bugis later (:
to collect my memory card hahahah!!

aww
PD proposal submission on 15th i hope i can make it
damn my supervisor is so sucks
He like don't know anything
and want me to know through briefing
to think how my portfolio would look like
i think it's = japalang!
Hahahah i would include everything im interested!
i wanna be a director cum photographer (:

Things have or haven't gotten better.
Things may or may not be the same
but im just hoping that nature takes the best course of life
time have it's tides and downs
things doesn't always goes the way you want to,
so the right time i would do the right thing

Friendly towards many people doesn't always goes good
it bring wrong attention
guess...i should be more fierce towards peeps HAHAHA JOKE PEEPS!
im just who im (:
so be it... HAHAH!!

I have goals in life
i would not let anything stop me from achieving my goals
may it be money
im going to get a pub job soon (:
hope i can find one that starts around 12 end 3 maybe 3 hours extra everyday is not a bad thing after all ahhahah!!
i need more money to get my DSLR and Mac book pro soon
total would be 4k plus GOD!
HOW AM I GONNA SAVE?!

Entertainment time!

The affection i have never stop
glowing beams of light seems to ever glow as brightly as ever
hope that time could be back till the time where feelings were develop
but if it may, i would also hope you get the "one"

Maybe through my actions
i seems to have affection for other
my insensitivity to you
cause things to turn out like that

i guess partially was my bad
things don't always goes the way people would want to
Feelings come and fade
doesn't it?
Too fast to be true for me
Too fast that i couldn't even catch my breath and it's gone

I may not be the "one"
yet im hoping that...things would go the way it goes
now may it be good or bad
i have no say
neither i wanted to say more

I know myself
too well too good to be true

I hope my pressence wouldn't be a disturbance to you
i just hope that, even if things turn out like this it would be better

To love the one that isn't loving you
the feeling i understand long ago
hurts it does hurts
keeping quiet isn't the best solution
this is also what i know long ago
but to always be there
and smile is hard
deep down we are just crying so hard
and forcing every smiles we have
hard isn't it?

I know i can,
i know i can overcome anything
did that done that
no matter how hard we have to
it's part and parcel of life

I always have the never give up attitude towards anything
but towards this i know forcing isn't the best solution (:

COPYrighted PENGZ!

gonna go out to bugis (:
maybe treat YN Dark D add 21 ice cream!! HAHAHAH!!
that fatty xD