Seriously too tired
that i slept throughout the class,
sorry peeps that i contributed only at the end
GOD

Art of story module facilitator is my supervisor a Hongkie
pengz Lam fung think would have communication problem ):

Our story is so damn lame
because it's isn't my forte i guess alien dumb story

im so damn cold
and had been like wearing uniform to school like for don't know how many donkey days ):
pengz!
sigh...

Entertainment time

Too hard to speak
Too hurt to withstand
The only solution is to go
My way, to free myself

I had to,
Many a times things stopped me
yet i still have to

Things that i know,
compile together i get a full story
maybe not very full yet full

I have enough of the emotions
pain, frustrated
to be know im another normal self
gosh
how dumb or dumbest among
maybe im no the worst
maybe im just thinking too much

yeah..
i guess i do
straight to my heart
a single bullet shot through
cause im bleeding

This love has taken on me
she say i felt for you
yet you could take the words so seriously

yet when
you found out the story behind
then you will know
that you're not alone woahhh

You treat me like a rose
you give me room to grow
yet you tore me away unexpectedly
and when i know im too deep

Just fuck it baby
you know i couldn't stand this anymore

you give me strength so i stand tall
BUT
i guess i will never take it babe..
oh take it babe..
just like a rose
woahhhhh...

我爱的人
不是我的爱人

如果不能给他要的爱呢

我只好开始学着放弃了

那么一天看到他的日记

记者不是我们的故事了

看到你和她爱得很认真

我想我应该放弃了

我想的人已不再想我了

你想得人是她为什么要欺骗我

只能看着看着你的背影

在我的视线以漫漫的消失了

我想我该开始学放弃了

这样的痛 苦是你给我的

我不想要就这样放弃了

因我无法再挽留了

我想的人以不再想我了

你想得人是她为什么要欺骗我

Lyrics below was some parts taken from the lyrics that i wrote for my music school
I took out to symbolise something apart

Never will you know the pain
the hurt you inflict
to whom it may concern
I don't get it till i piece up each and every pieces of the puzzle
i got the form
the shape
the notes
but not the "You know what it is"

Blind at the moment
yet i do not want to blindly see
i want to know

but it's gotta be alright babe (:

Copyright PENGZ

Limitation that i have...
HAHAHAH!!
i have way too much
fuck it baby (:
i have the urge to cut
yet i won't
because these only shows how childish im
how not grown up im only
so i just keep it (:

im okay baby..
i will be okay grr

everything is just so f.up
God...
maybe occurs to me