Wet wet wet!
It started raining after work
as i looked up into the skies
different thought flashes across my mind
wondering if the rain is tearing in place of me

endless droplets that falls
like the tears i longing to tear
from the hurt inside me unconstraintly held

i wonder if every droplets that fall
does those tiny water molecules also have feelings of hurt
does it hurt to hit the road?
i wonder...

i tried to omit every single feeling i have
Take away my soul,
take away my heart
love is a game that has a price to pay
the more love you have given the harder you will fall
the higher price you would have to pay

sigh
think im having flu again
sick...
i can't afford to fall sick
i have to be strong
PENGZ!!

pengz can do it no matter what crisis i fall
i have pass so many test in life
each and every obstacles in life
makes me grow
mould me to who im now

i have to grow
somehow sometimes the way i talk seems i have matured
mature till kinda scary
of how much i have grown to understand
only people that really sit down and listen
would get the beneficial to know who and how i really think and grow

maybe someone knows
and im glad already

detested to be said who doesn't?
don't play mind games with me for i understand yet i won't have actions done
all i want is someone true
true to the heart
tell me
i need to know
where and how can i improve
for my heart isn't strong to witstand all these alone

when i don't say doesn't mean i don't think
i know
yet i don't show

im sick..