Work was tired i typically slept during PD briefing
God i woke up the ang mo faci was STILL LECTURING!!
i went out to smoke ALONE! ):
sigh cause DNM briefing was today thus the other dip can go smoke
AND THAT YH PON SCHOOL!

Pengz GOD
Today production practicum
doing bout lighting
hahaha im more and more interested in becoming a photographer (:

Gosh i still do not know what to do or the PD
sigh...should e-mail my supervisor tomorrow AWW
GOD GIMMI BRAINS OF A GENIUS!

Well, work @ baby side
then push to main and baby and main and baby!
god im like a waste like no body wants
try hard to help sean as much as i could aww

Terence and Zhi Qiang came (:
they ate at main and when i work baby they went baby to drink and ate wedges again (:
help me in my upselling (:
was so touched

I nearly slept while working
lucky sean gave me drink ice latte dbl shot done by myself (:

reaching behind my mood was totally gone
actually i ain in good mood da whole day after school
neither am i these few days
sigh

don't ask why cause i don't know
and i don't know how to say

My wrist start to ache
like fuck...
but i never whine
nor make a damn noise
my face after back to main was black all the way
sorry if i looked like people owe my tonnes of money
hahahaha!!

sigh
i haven't slept yet

i wonder
wonder is people lying somewhere
wonder why would one lie
where does the problem lies
god help me find a solution to understand human
how i wish to study psychology
(which i want to when i was younger till i gave up medical field)

I guess everyone is lying
maybe not
somehow i understand yet i do not
it's complicated when one thinks too much
i choose not to think and escape into wonders and fantasy
yet when i woke up everything would be still on the dot
scary isn't it?

Human nature is just so complicated
Everyone knows YET do not know
cause you know why?
do you know how to ride a bicycle?
yes, but do you know how to fall from a bicycle?
it's a random thingy
a random occurance that makes us know eventually

Maybe i just hope people could and could not understand me
but seems like no one does
and you are just so complicated to understand
im tired blog tomorrow
night !!