Finally i realise we are a bunch of fools
being blind by love
being not able to differentiate
as the saying goes, we are just...執著多親

Finally i realise,
it isn't that we are stupid
but we just let emotions get the better of us
i guess this is the first and the last
this happen to me
phobia...

It's like everything has gone silent
yet i can still sense the excruciating pain
to think that we can still be friends but i doubt so

i look forward to my every step of success
i know if i succeed i can be a better me
and get a better future

i ponder on thoughts
on why human being are so selfish
because it's their thought to help themselves come first
then they put people on their second thoughts
...
not all but some are like that
not towards everyone
but the selected ones
i guess some people just have to be selected
and i think I'm just one of the puzzle in your life

once I'm being piece
I'm just that piece among other pieces
neither am i the last nor the first
just some random pieces that need to complete the whole picture before you know
which would be the last piece

never will you understand nor know who I'm referring to
cause it's simply you don't care nor even treasure these friendship even...
a tiny winy bit
I'm just so stupid to cling on this friendship

Life is tough
the more you want
the more it's harder to achieve
sometimes 100% doesn't guarantee success

Think i have given up hope
totally devastated

the first time i have given up friends
and i say... F.r.i.e.n.d.

I'm just so disappointed in everything
every single thing
that contains bout you
damnit
hahahaa..knowing that you don't give a single damn about it

actually i know
i know what have been happening around
i just kept quiet

maybe some i don't but most i know
i hate myself for clinging on
i will let go...
let go even as a friend

I used to think positively about friend
now i give it a second thoughts

It's lucky it happen too fast for me to capture
damn
i hate it

I always thought towards love i have the right opinion
but i'm wrong

My 1st i tried to forget using someone
which is older then me
i tried,
i thought it was love but it isn't
i thought that by trying to like or let your emotions run while to
have feelings for who i want to forget the pain you suffered was right
but i guess i'm wrong
maybe..
maybe this is using someone

sigh..

now i realise how sucha f.king person i'm
because i have felt being the one being used
maybe not to forget but just to "play"

To me
i'll never ever believe that someone can love me until words and actions are done
because for words only it's hard
even harder to know
i would go and and being say how much i love you
WITH actions done...
i can't take it
yet i have
...
f.king ridiculous

You'll never understand cause never will you even want to...
i just hate why must fate being so cruel to meet after so long (:
everyone is fine but not you