Hate to love,
Hate to be Good...
Please GOD,
May there be a head accident
So that it bang so hard that i forget everything
Like a night mare haunting me...

I'm sorry to some people
I can't help but to cry
I promise this is my 20 year old promise
I was thinking older people can cut why not me
why cut cause i will cut double all those shit
but...redundant

No use already
Freaking redundant

I hope i die soon
really soon
I won't hurt myself again
never,
sorry i shouldn't make people worry
when i'm 20 this year,
damn shit

oh yah..
To someone someone
I know that person may not know
but yah i still wanna say.

All along i didn't knew the truth
if i know that something is something
never mind guess i shall bear it all again

fuck it babe
So hurting
Fuck it babe....
I cant hate anyone but myself
for believing in people's lies

Lies lies lies and more lies

Im so sick of love songs,
Memento of ours is ALL LIES!!!

My eyes are raining with water
I bring you back from my memories
I promise myself i would be fine without you
but i can't help it

I cut to trying to fill my empty heart
I hate it. A day without you is too long
I pray to finally forget you (But it's a lie)
Without happiness can't be found in me

No tears well up
I don't want to live anymore

THIS IS BULLSHIT
It's pissing me off
The thoughts of you, I'm going crazy
I want to see you but they say i can't

That it's all over (But i'll be right there)
I'm so sorry but i love you - It's a lie
I didn't know but now i know i need you
I'm so sorry but i love you - out of anger

I push you away with those piercing words without realising it
I'm so sorry but i love you will you leave me?
And forget me slowly
So i could be in pain

Those words i say was all lies
Now i'm being left alone
The sight of me not knowing what to do
The text message that is kept inside
and always will be

And my habit of texting you and wondering where you are
I want to change
I want to laugh it all off right now

I hope this is all a dream
Because i'm nothing more than this
I still can't forget
No i don't, and i dont think i ever will
Did the scars i give you heal
I'm sorry but i never got to do anything for you

Girl, i'm sorry. But i love you
That's all i gotta say
Everything gotta be alright isn't it?
So damn, why am i crying