If crying can lessen my pain i can cry a sea of tears
If cutting can replace the hurt my heart felt i can cut maybe what people say chop off the hand better, or donate all my blood to a vampire.
If punching the wall, can replace emotional pain i would punch until my bones turn into powder.

If loving hurts so much, i dont know what to do
Im so lost,
crying doesn't bring me anywhere

I bless the people around me
Everyone moves on
just like how i always say to others
Very str8-forward the reality is cruel.

I hope i can be like what i say
I also want to be happy
I like one Emo fuck shit
Staying at the same old fucking spot
Couldn't move on...
could go back
for no one is there to support me
or there is but i dont admit the fact that there is.

I want care and concern
I know i have
yet i don't want
Hahaha.. dont get what i mean right?

I fucking LOST..
I so reluntant to do everything
I want to be stronger
If can i long ago would be attach
Aiyah wtf i saying lah CBCBCBCBCBCBCBCB

CAN I STOP BEING SO EMO!!

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Why some can be flirt why the flirt is not me
Hahahhaa..
Why i cant be a fucking player
WHY WHY WHY!!

Why am i soooOOooO stupid
Im TWENTY THIS YEAR FUCKING TWENTY
CBCBCBBCBCB
i always seems like yeah i so strong i move on easily
CCB!!
PEOPLE GOT SEE THAT I DWELL IN THE PAST
FUCK FUCK FUCK KNNBCCB!

MY 100PERCENT LOVE IS NOTHING

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PEOPLE DONT REALISE I LOVE THEM TILL I GAVE UP
ISIT!!!!!!
I GOT SO BAD MAH...

THEY SAY ARIES FORGET FAST
YES WE DO
WE CAN LOVE ANOTHER FAST
LIKE FUCK I CAN!!
hahhha.. JUST KIDDING
i just randomly vending my pain
i duno wad i doing lah..
just saying random thoughts
how i hope everyone get outta my life..NOW